At what point how many human organisms sitting and doing their behavoirs talking to you do you get sick and tired of it? They are all totally predictable little machines. At what depth do you go outside observe their behavoirs and say “This is interesting”. After you’ve seen a thousand of them, moderns, maybe more it is a bore. And they drag you by the hand and say “Let’s go to this and that” Why. I’d rather eat a sandwich.
I don’t know what gender is. I don’t know what a brain is. I just know I have been closer to the Truth than anyone has ever been. And I am the greatest philosopher who has so far ever lived.
So how many repetitive cycles are you bathed in chemicals saying life=good life=good like some Repetitive mantra, like lathering your balls because everyone else does. Stress hormone mostly.
The train comes, your legs spread open, and you are splattered, like a bug. It is a release.The soul wishes to devoured, smashed, confused, squished, that is it’s purpose. To be devoured by whatever dominant thing. The beauty of decapitating oneself, if done cleanly, is divine. Done by a shotgun, it fulfills the purpose of the body. Imagine the scene. The movement into the unknown, spiritual purity, and absolute surrender. A headless body, lying in the tub. Like a firework, the fact that it’s it is momentarily beautiful, then destroyed, is it’s beauty. The purpose of life is death. And it must be done cleanly, with only the right amount of pain, too much and it is no longer a wholesome or beautiful thing.
And at what point does food, become a matter of playing at the plastic cooking kitchen eating fake food like a child, watching the same memes on television. And what point do you realize that your personality, isn’t important because there are a million variations that have all been experienced, and will be experienced. And that natural selection, Ghengis Khan, is futile, in a population 7 billion, your genetic code has zero effect, you are contributing to the sea of like-minded human beings, the most effective way of which you can only alter primarily through memes.