These flashbacks come to me in the form of what I then believed in and loved, and what later on seemed to have been perhaps not cynical enough, but I was always aware that what was behind the whole feel was rather a very deep cynicism, namely a realism, which resulted in the profound wish to hold on to ideals. We were in that way more cynical than all others - we deliberately chose the fiction over the olden truth - because of an all too deep knowledge this truth!
I will start in the early 80s, when boys were still men.
E.T. Bike Chase Scene (1982 Original)
