In some sort of merry go round with a little girl. I turn it into a tilt-a-whirl
Someone is there a guy I used to know.
Then i laugh, the little girl is having lots of fun.
Then as suddenly I put my head down as we go around and cry
The scene changes and i announce to all present that I won the lottery, but I really didn't and my youngest daughter who just OD'd, joined my youngest son, who took his life ten years ago-apeared out of nowhere and excitedly praised my luck at the lottery win.
As soon as I said that my daughter disappeared
Then this guy I used to know, comes over and I go, " You know about Thelema, and he doesent laugjh , I think what's wrong with him?
Then the little girl is nowhere, and I am frantic with worry about where she is.
As soon as I think this, there is the little girl being pushed in a baby carriage.
I wake up.