Berkley Babes wrote:Meno_ wrote:Berkley Babes wrote:They hold me hostage, these savages. In every captivity narrative there comes a spiritual awakening. Ready for it, I wait for mine.
Admiration due to such intention. What realization follows is reminiscent to goody waiting for something to happen. Something
In fact the only thing to await is the wait itself. If that becomes too heavy, Godot will most assuredly pray. For You. That's it. That has got to be it.
Follow the heart, it will lead to the Soul., which is a comfort in captivity.
The captivity in stead, will turn , and become a source of Captivation!
Haha, and captivation is what i am ultimately after!
Call me the captivizer...
American Captive turns 20 this year and I'm wondering what follows.
What follows is if anything, wonderful has to. There is no doubt, at those moments the grains of granite the light reflecting in thought always will be there , within all the energy accumulated since the eternities commenced to think of it.
Besides you and I and any and everybody began as babes in arms, as of mothers careful waiting for him to return.
And he did come home one night to be forgiven.
And, ....,
babes 20 something.
Jan Kerouac wrote a novel too. She was young but wrote out of a silver spooned plated ire. She so much wanted it, to come out, to find out the ink behind what was there, and after all there was much shadow to be reflected from an inner darkness.
But in vain, papa never came home. Saw her in a glimmer, furitive, searching and fast. But, it was not to be for the reasons were glaringly obvious, the shoes to be filled like silent boats forging ahead, in a swamp full of sharks, never had a more illegitimate forey into the true heart of darkness.
The speed gone, well what transpired was predictable, just like that neoclastic archytypes Neal cassidy, the buoyant epic of male orgasmic eruption, who went way before grateful became dead.
Wanna go home again, ?
Don't look angel, home bound for angel is gone
Look elsewhere, beyond the deft summary boldly highlighted in anteriors, hiding baroque interior magic spells
as if-
Imprimaturs of atonement mix with upward swirling wifts of musk.
