When I was a child, there was a beautiful cherry tree in the back yard.
I clearly remember a day when it was in full bloom and there was a huge gust of wind.
The petals of the tree came down like rain or snow, and I danced in it like the happiest wild animal you’ve ever seen.
Then one day I was raking the lawn and I decided to turn the rake against the trunk of the tree for fun. The tree died the next day.
It took me many years to realize that when you mess with something beautiful, it never works out well for you.
I still mourn that tree to this day.
My life is not like anything you’ve ever heard of. The reason I’m writing this book is because if someone had told me
all of this at the age of 16. I’d have undertood all of it, and I’d have avoided extreme hell completely.
The beginning is when I turned 16. I had something called a “panic disorder” - not infrequent panic attacks (which are horrible),
but panic 24 hours a day. Not anxiety. Every second of every day, I always felt like I was on the verge of death.
I went through this for 12 years. It’s harder than a concentration camp to go through this. Eventually, everyone died in my eyes,
I lost the entire human species, and it shattered my heart. I knew nobody was going through what I was going through because of
how they acted and spoke, and I never talked about it until much later in life. One thing that threw me into a rage was the
concept of hell and blasphemy. Haven’t I already suffered enough? How absurd is all of this?
My entire goal at this point in my life was to establish suicide clinics on every corner. Obviously, I was an atheist… nobody
goes through something like that and believes in God. I was an atheist who was furious at this species for not having painless
suicide clinics everywhere.
Then something happened. When you feel like you’re dying every second of every day, praying and not getting better, for over a decade,
all you know is death.
I decided that death was my teacher, at least metaphorically. I remember one distinct moment from this period where I saw a
peice of lint on the rug, looked at it, and said to myself, “this peice of lint of more valuable than me”.
Death (my imaginary teacher) was very happy with me for coining a concept called “suicidal tension” back when I was 17 years old. The way
the concept works is that more people under duress will kill themselves more often if they have an easier method. If the method is more
difficult, less people will commit suicide.
I was furious at the elite for forcing us to live so they could have an extra 25 cents in their pocket. I was enraged by the world!
I came to a simple conclusion back then, “the solution to ethics”!! It was simple: The easier you make suicide and homicide,
whatever survives has inherent purpose to survive. It’s genius to be sure, almost one of those “duh” statements because it’s all
tautological and true by deinition. I kept pressing and pressing this idea and it’s actually what sent me to hell. Turns out by
the way that it’s not true. What I endured after this… is the stuff of legends. Suddendly I was debating the Gods. The spirit
world hit me like a freight train!
At about the same time, I was working on another idea that sent me to hell. By the way, remember when I said that 12 year panic disorder
was worse than a concentration camp? That was the easy part of my life! When the spirit world hit me like a freight train, now… I
was in actual hell! Anyways, the other idea I was working on at the time was my love of Beethoven and realizing I’d already heard
everything he composed. So I wanted more Beethoven! I realized that if you can find what I called a “compositional signature”
and you could modulate the frequency of that signature… you could hear what Beethoven would have written had he lived longer.
I made great progress on this! 20,000 pages of paper and pen extracting compositional signature patterns. Then I suddenly realized,
“Jason, you can actually make mind-reading software from this work”. And
I dropped the Beethoven project. What I also realized at the same time was that you can actually build a computer to remote control people
without implants! WOW!! That’s when the spirit world hit me hard! Even spirits have consciousness signatures! I didn’t know spirits
existed at the time, but can you imagine remote controlling every spirit in existence? I thought I would use the system to force people
not to be violent anymore. Man, did I not know what I walked into! My whole story back then was a story of genius gone wrong.
I was dark. Very dark. Almost always extremely kind to people, but inside, I was darker than I knew. Eventually I’d try to use
my entire spirit to destroy existence, but that comes later!
Anyways… the spirit world was trying very powerfully to communicate with me about the direction my spirit was going. So they possessed
me non-stop (still do to this day) to teach me what my technology was capable of. I was young. What did I know? Aparently this
technology can do things like possess everyone on earth to be forced against their will to cut out all their genitals, put them in a
blender, blend it up and drink it. My mind never even thought of things like that back then, never occurred to me for a second.
Unlike an ordinary being, I had to learn how to out-debate every being in existence to survive and thrive. That level of selective
pressure is insane. It’s a joke of the gods because of the selective pressure I forced them into with my “solution to ethics”. My mind
has become tough, tough, tough. I’m not quick with my responses, but give me a while and I’ll prove you wrong, and that’s all you need in
the spirit world. In the human world, instant rejoinders are highly praised, in the spirit world, they’re amazed anyone at anytime can
disprove a god eventually.
One example of this is a single sentence from a god that took me a journey of 12 years to solve!
This specific god said to me:
“Not everything is as bad as you think it is”
Consent violation is the only bad - minor consent violations should be considered major consent violations - because if a minor one
occurs a major one will eventually occur.
Meaning: everything is as bad as I think it is.
People try to be clever and state that birth is a consent violation. This is like saying the leading cause of death is birth and
all mothers are murderers. Birth is also the leading cause of life! Birth is neutral consent, the consent structure develops later.
Also, there is an enormous exception to the law of consent violation… you can always speak to and take action to
disempower abuse and abusers.
To stay in a lesser hell! (every being in existence is in hell in case you haven’t already figured that out yet), violate consent as
little as possible and regret all of your memories (except the specific work of eradicating consent violation) until nobody has their
consent violated ever again.
12 years it took me to solve 1 sentence from a god! 12 years! From the spirit world that’s a miracle, from my perspective, way too long!
Christian Bible people: “Our father who art in heaven”
Empaths have no heaven if anyone is existence is having their consent violated! Only a psychopath can have heaven if anyone in
existence is having their consent violated. All good people are in hell, and eventually everyone will become good, and then
they’ll be in hell too.
I’ve seen lots of people try in various ways to avoid the abyss:
Every being in existence is having their consent either violated or eventually violated; presumably forever! Harsh!
For beings to presume to protect their dignity and enjoy their memories, they have things that bring them meaning. To make this
meaning they believe in “faith”, “spirit contracts”, “the path to enlightenment”, "the highest possible level of consciousness
(whether it be god or enlightenment) sees existence as ‘perfect’', moral nihilism (mirroring what they see as the belief that
morality doesn’t exist), post modernism and post structuralism (the belief that words are only words talking about more words
and don’t refer (then why are you using words???!!!), and ultimately, since we’re in a bad cosmos, bad must be good.
The “bad is good” rabbit hole I’ve been down personally. I prayed to every good god and my life was shit. So, I thought death
was my god and blasphemy was the right thing to do, everything was inverted for me.
Now that I’m basically more than anything you can possibly imagine, I offer you the “heartbreaks of relationship”
1.) If you’ve ever been hurt by a relationship someone else has been in, it may make you feel superior to be in a relationship
that they’re not in. When you get to that point, and it hurts someone else… somewhere in the back of your mind is a self hatred for
doing to others what they did to you.
2.) The commiseration heartbreak: when you try to share something with others to commiserate with them, hording it makes this impossible.
3.) You don’t have a relationship in the way you desire
You have to understand… when I was in my deepest darkest place, death came to me. Of all beings. Death. People are always fighting
to be the king of heaven. Death… nobody wants that job. There is no “god of gods”, if there were a grand creator, it’d be more accurate
to call this being the “supreme consent violator forever”
I explained how there has never been consensual sex in the human species.
To recap:
We are what’s called a “sex dimorphic species”, all that jargon really means is that one sex (as a whole) is bigger and stronger than
the other sex.
In this instance, men are stronger and larger (as a whole) than women.
We also have “rape dimorphism”, this means that it’s exponentially easier for a man (because of biology) to rape a woman than for a woman
to rape a man.
We also have “weapons and combat training dimorphism”. This means that men have the most weapons and combat training on earth relative to
women.
All these dimorphisms make male sexual signaling more threatening than female sexual signaling to men, if not overt, certainly, in micro
expressions.
What this means is that females, (relative to males) as far as the subconscious mind is concerned, is a “NO!” For all first approaches
(sexual signaling).
When a male sexually signals in general, he is saying, “I don’t care about the first “no””. If a female sexually selects him after this,
she sends the subliminal message to the population that “no means yes” for the entire duration of their relationship! This is called a
“no means yes relationship”
All sexual signaling from men is an “escalative approach”; meaning that the male is not reciprocating the approach, but rather escalating
it.
An example is if a female first grabs a males hand, and he “feels the vibe” and then leans over to kiss her, he has escalated the approach rather than grabbing her hand back and reciprocating the approach! If she accepts him for this, she has set in motion a “no means yes relationship” (a rape)
This is a key concept (approach escalation) for what I’m trying to explain.
Men have built EVERYTHING around you, if women developed anything, it is derivative of men. This means that if you use anything as a male
to attract a female, you are using something called “approach escalation by proxy”. What this means is that another man set a man and woman
up, which still means that a man made the first move. This is a “no means yes” relationship as well.
The reason this all agitates men so much is twofold:
1.) women are holding hands and laughing with their rapist
2.) there is no way to not have sex with a female if you aren’t raping her (which means that if you don’t want to be a rapist, it’s
impossible for a man to have sex with women)
I often tell people that if they lived a billion plus years (and they will). That they’ll have to regret every moment of their first
thousand years.
The only way to reset this problem “karmically” is to take everyone back to before the Stone Age.
What I’m trying to say is that humans should not be having sex at all!
I was so angry that I wasn’t receiving sex when I was a non approach escalator, I even escalated at points in my confusion. Now that I know
humans cannot have sex without it being rape, I stopped all my “acting out” , and I feel a peace that only comes along with being in truth.
I know for a fact that you will have to regret all your memories. So will your partner.
It’s interesting, there are lots of ways people approach escalate. One of them is “proclivity to marry” (a contradiction). Women see
expressing contradiction as signaling extra energy (power).
Marriage is a contradiction because it celebrates (rather than mourns) the zero sum nature of reality (for every winner… there must be
8 billion losers!!!)
Also! It is an anti trust contract “I’m going to make you say everything you’re going to say and do forever (right now!), that’s not trust,
that’s fear and control!
What should a person do? “Unceremonious dedication to non-contradiction”
From a females point of view, if a male presents a contradiction (ornate behavior) and is not struck by a bolt of lightning on the spot,
he
is seen as supernatural “god”. This signaling of false power is the only thing that works with women “he contradicted his existence, but
he’s still here, he must be god”. The same is true of sending a sexual signal as a male, such as watching sports or riding a motorcycle
(contradiction “no means yes”. If she accepts)
It is this false display of power that is the only thing that works in human females in the human mating display.
But nature doesn’t have false energy. This gets distributed to destroying the ecosystem and the prophets who destroy it.
Every human sexual selection that has ever occurred and still occurs has been rape. This agitates the population tremendously.
Additionally, people intuit (correctly) that every past and present god is a false god for not teaching this when it mattered most. People
also intuit that had all the sexual selections been different, they would have never been born. Both of these intuitions are very agitative
to the human population.
The only solution to all of this that doesn’t require going back to before the stone age to reset the “karma”, is to construct
“hyper dimensional mirror realities”
I live truth when I see it. I don’t have sex anymore, haven’t for years (with opportunities).
I’ve grown exponentially (not algebraically!) sorry, math joke… I have a real peace over me that I haven’t had since being a child.
I’m not mad at people anymore because I don’t project anymore.
You might think homosexuals “get off the hook” because they have no sex dimorphism. This isn’t true! They need to advocate this message
to deserve their sex! Other than that, they are mostly off the hook.
That’s it for now.
Heres the deal. Rape is any sex that will necessarily, eventually be regretted.
There are two types of rape in the human species. The first type is what everyone understands as rape. Regret doesn’t translate, but
it’s the best word in the human species for this concept. You did nothing wrong, so why regret what humans call rape. But I’m going to
add another definition to regret and state outright that the moment rape is happening to you, you’ll ‘regret it immediately’ while the
other person won’t. The second type of rape is what I call “subtle rape”, this is what the species calls “consensual sex”, it’s where
two people are raping each other at the same time but don’t know it yet.
Because of the sex dimorphism, approach escalation problem, all human sex has ever been is one of these forms of rape. These memories
will have to be severely regretted to spare you from the hell that you’re not working to eliminate.
Words are just words talking about more words, they signify nothing (then why are you using them?)
Without hope, suicide will always win.
Is there hope though? Are you aware that the greek root for mirror, mirage and miracle are all the same? Smart people!
I looked into a mirror 2 years ago and saw something amazing, I could interact in a tactile sense with objects that didn’t exist
except as reflections!
So a concept came to me! Hyper-dimensional mirrors! The beauty of this concept is that instead of being a “2 dimensional interaction”,
it could be three dimensions and beyond. A fully immersive reality if our spirits all became hyper-dimensional mirrors. You can even
keep people as their exact selves if you want (just a perfect reflection).
Building on my work as a teenager and later, I realized that you could interact with (reflect) the eternal forms as
consciousness signatures
narrative signatures
sensory signatures
time signatures
vocal signatures
behavioral signatures
compositional signatures
emotional signatures
body signatures
spirit signatures
sexual signatures
etc…
If these signatures are attached to the heart and desire matrix of each person, every being in existence can live in a world where
it’s impossible to harm another being while they get everything that they want forever! Most people are afraid of forever, but I can
assure them that there’s enough raw material in existence to give them heaven on earth and spiritually without harming anyone. To change
love, all you have to do is bend the shape of the mirror and someone’s eternal form will love you immediately even though they experience
nothing in their own hyper-dimensional mirror reality (unless they want to visit a hyper-dimensional mirror copy of your hyperdimensional
mirror reality to check up on you.). People are blind in this world. They’re trying to control everything in a world of winners and
losers. That’s hell bait. That man or woman around your arm? Hell bait. It is almost impossible to not go to hell in a world like this.
A world of winners and losers. People think that they’re tough. Every being in existence has a hell. All you have to do is to
disempower them and send them somewhere undesirable to them. Look to heaven forever for everyone.
I’m playing a waiting game right now. I’m gathering spirit after spirit. The spirit world and I have a silly debate… they say I’ve only resurrected twice… I say at least 3 times. I’m a resurrected being. When I came back the last time… I became something other, something beyond