I need audio (and) visual input these days… not listened to the radio in decades, and I don’t have the capacity to listen to any chatter, but radio has its place for sure.
My attention is all over the place right now… until I grow tired and fall asleep, or settle on one.
Im in my car a lot and there’s a good dance music station, which I tend to listen to.
Ive grown very tired of any official chatter too, it is weird listening to absolutely 100 percent clueless sheep speaking out for “the people” and “informing” them. A bit macabre.
Only starting to get tired now, but also hungry… what a dilemma to be in, sleep or eat? Midsummer’s day is to thank for this dilemma… up at dusk, and still up at dawn… subconsciously wanting to see in the longest day of the year.
Am crashing as I type… 5 minutes, and I’ll probably…
6 hours of sleep… midnight till 6am, then a morning call making me go make breakfast.
This post-lockdown air, allowing me to breathe easier, after years of not… helping body and mind function more fully again, after years of not. Chemicals still throw my body and mind off, into a place of confusion and unstable vital signs… maybe that will never change… maybe that’s just how it is, for me…
Well I guess I just can’t sleep… I guess I’m not tired… I slept loads over the last week, so that may well be why.
Listening to the Swiss Music compilation vid below and off to make breakfast, as I haven’t listened to it in a long while. It sounds clearer to the ear after time away from hearing it… how music appreciation develops, perhaps.
Just shy of 5am and I find myself wide awake… might as well breakfast, and then start making a dent in some admin that’s starting to accumulate.
The cold light of a pre-dawn day, where the sunless sky, taints colours grey… that room looks nowhere near as grey as that, once the sun has fully risen.