On the set of sunset boulevard revisited. I’m never ready for my closeup Mr Demille.
And the poor guy is at the bottom of the pool.
Granger in man and superman was great, died a year later. From first row could see spittle could see, as he pronounced.
The pool. He died later , he lived on Ocean Blvd. Drunk and alone and slipped hitting his head. Sad.
Wait what was his name. It will take some minutes, but this time nowhere close to witching 3 am.
Till the time.
Back less then two min.
William Holden:
Saw him in golden boy, he truly was that.
I am not ready for my closeup Mr Demille and cannot possibly ever be.
Who cares if a sequel ever be made, who cares and who could possibly stay awake for one, till 3 am, only in the mist hart, crane - rendering description by abusing to one writing instructors, no two’s advice.:
One always drink in private, Allen Ginsburg
Two( faded through time passages) always write from real experience
Other variables that could be well entertained : Henry miller: ’ if I had known what writing entailed early on, in my younger days, I would have become a truck driver
Family: how they grow to despise you as the years go by, ( the ones that survive)
Seeking some refuge and some natural space, and start drugs, even if…
Forget they ever wanted to forget you even if they actually intended
Give up on the idea that you’d be ever read except maybe your mom if you have one ( this is a plageristuc gesture)
Form some substantial friendships who may not decline to re line, without breaking vows
And keep pains of writer’s block within bounds, not prone to periods of shining.
This last one is tough, and if there is any reason to believe that that sort of a deal can actually be usurped by the dark one, rest your mind and keep Christ’s guarantee of a sinless naivety be broken.
Even the evil one knows that. deal can not be made with those who lack capacity to understand.
And as such, Dostoevsky was a recurrent theme between letters underground and the possessed, that indemnified : to not misunderstand the seal of that guarantee, as between it’s sign , and it’s deliverance.