on the contrary, my good man, i am one of the ‘great yeses’, the great yea sayers! as long as there is an abundance of action, irony, comedy, and tragedy in the world, i am perfectly content with everything else that comes with it, and i have yet to discover that all the things you find so terrible in the world are really any cause for alarm. buffoons, messiahs, and all manner of excessively verbose grandiose clowns of no significance… none of this is a real problem. in every world there are ‘extras’, filler material… like the parts of the song that are just there to lengthen it but give it no real substance… that don’t make that world worth looking at but are necessary for it to exist nonetheless. but i understand where you’re coming from, what you’d like to see, and why you’d like to see it. especially what you’d like to prevent. i never objected to any of that provided you did not try to justify it philosophically. i’d rather just hear you declare ‘i don’t need to explain myself!’ and charge forth on your horse. that’s something i’d watch. but when you try to explain yourself philosophically, create excuses, and grant yourself license, my eye-lid starts to twitch and i have to say something. i just gotta. i can’t bear to look at it, man.
so it’s not ‘that’ you are what you are and do what you do, but ‘why’ and ‘how’ you defend yourself in being/doing so. this is where the comedy begins, where i shout ‘yes! some action! it’s go time!’
and regarding my recent turn back to the left, let me explain what has happened. it’s really just a matter of aesthetics and taste and i wouldn’t dare try to justify it philosophically. now as you know, i’ve never denied the basic principles of social darwinism or the economic processes through which we see it expressed. what has happened, though, is that i have found that the result of a specific predator/prey relationship (capitalist/working class) does not justify the advantage the predator is given over the prey. this is to say i’ve yet to see a capitalist that is great enough to justify my not wanting to interfere with this relationship, this social darwinistic dynamic. i’m not seeing a great enough distinction between exploiter and exploited to allow myself to respect and admire that dynamic. instead, what i am seeing is one ordinary person experience a great number of benefits at the expense of many other ordinary people. that being the case, it would make no sense to deny many ordinary people a number of luxuries so that a single ordinary person might have them.
now if you show me a planet on which a superior alien species has enslaved an inferior native species, i might not be disturbed by the social darwinism we observe there. this would be justifiable, because look at how awesome those aliens are. but here on earf, i just don’t see it, bro. what i see here on earf is ugly, feeble, weak, conniving. those who rise to the top at the expense of the others, and who have been attempting to defend this rise by utilizing centuries of philosophical bullshit and subterfuge, offend my tastes. that’s all. shirley you understand.
what i’m doing i don’t do because i have thought long about it. i’m a nihilist. i don’t think anymore. rather i follow my nose. i can smell it.