Yeah I can’t sleep and you get all bunged up. Indulge your way, thy sleeping dog.
I’m not the only one who doesn’t getcha.
I hope I am not the only reason for…??bah bah black sheep!? That would really need me up. But no, I feel otherwise, don’t worry, even if be like that.
I’m practically an open book, well not necessarily practically, having no classical supremetist symptoms like demonstrated hostility with latency toward violence and mayhem, just merely deeply resonant to introjective clues, inviting projections of verbal implications,
No not at all, I stick to people who do not invite rejection is another way of putting it.
So I guess by invite only things can still proceed on familiar terms.
And yet you continue to prostrate yourself here. If that isn’t your hand being played. Funny the sense made of your actions, while your words are a jumble.
You and Mags, birds of a feather. Thinking what you say isn’t what you demonstrate doing. Your actions are more honest than your words.
You are a self absorbed narcissist implying you have any part as cause of insomnia. You got some ego; huge. What, you bought new shoes, and your previous pair still had a few miles in them.
Ok . your preceptions verify my initial impressions … Nevertheless, it is my prerogative to leave what I consider a friend.
You habe not been the first, nor the last. Ill have to be satisfied with.
Thanks and so long
a stranger, still is a stranger.
Yes, in a stranger land.
Sorry Meno_, I said some shit. You’re OK. I’m OK. OK? I’m too tired to fight. The reaper could come and I’d thank the reaper.
No problem.
Looked up narcissism found that sometimes self esteem issues are masked by the belief in the cover-which is the superlative narcissism.
In saying that I can prove it:
Narcissism differs from low self esteem by a very obvious measure, the former gets very riled up and aggressively caustic and abrasive, while the latter is peace loving and bridge making.
Does that sound like me? I hope you will come over and toast on it , but if that’s not possible, have a great Thanksgiving with Your family!
It doesn’t sound like anyone. It is a continuum often balanced, or not, by other personal characteristics.
Wanna have at it? And anyone. I’m game. Here no quarter is shown. I can be a beast. I can be what strikes me in the moment, caution betwixt compassion and mayhem.
On the defense. Ya really wanna show offense?
Good night. Peace on earth and good will toward all. Get me give you.
Fuck me fuck yourself. Metaphorically speaking.
Removed for reasonable doubt of merit.
There is no ground to doubt, except that which still remains assailable, the thought that such recollection may prove very probable.
(That organizing dissenting strains-of thought- may prove essential in unifying for an objective purpose)
A purpose that will ultimately become understood , proceeding through familiar conduits of experience.
Grounded thought.
But alas, such purpose is simple, to be me. No one can do that better. Small angst, and a modicum of joy and I get to play an Uke.
But what action does that purpose require? That’s the question, yes?
The identity of relevance. The living have a body, so it is unlikely anyone living could be a nobody. The world counts you on a census, one of several billion. Identity may be of little relevance but it is not non-existent. I am a some body. It has a mass, and size, It is a unique body, with it’s own strengths and weaknesses. This body can be broken, it has encountered a singular set of experiences, several broken bones, ulcers, a hernia, a heart murmur, a particular pattern of swirls on my fingers and toes. A specific pair of parents and a unique genetic make-up. A some body is all I am.
What I don’t have is a mind, or intelligence, I have a brain and a heart, but a mind and intelligence is something bequeathed by a social and cultural fabric, some level of ranking placed on me like a tattoo, like some mark of measure relative to every body else. Similar in some ways and different in others. Unique is not special, it’s just singular. The words are unimportant. The music is unimportant, the art is unimportant. The life is unimportant. It is just another of many. There are not important bodies, there are just bodies. Isolate any body “thought of as important” and they loose that importance, they loose that relevance.
I just don’t buy into the idea of some body being no body. What I buy into is a little faith that every body is here for some reason, within a balance, similar to the balance in nature. Nothing should be wasted and no one is a waste. Important only to the degree of being no more important that any thing else. To not wish to be anything but what you are, innately, intrinsically, and that is no more or less important then anything or anyone else. A part of it and apart from it. Just be a some body living intrinsically. If we could just be what we are, it would all work out. In any given moment we have all We need, don’t take any more. We are all no more or less important, we are all just some body.
Pollution is more then just of few discarded candy wrappers.
All knowledge is relative because any justification is relative to extent conditions.
What is the space between the parts of an atom comprised of?
Spatial temporal constructs of variable functional entities , from minimal toward maximal values are derived and their anthropic and redundant evolution.
Their being and nothingness dependent on their formations.
Happy New Year
The singularity acts upon such matrix of varience to form an immediacy which holds it into a relative duration of Preception. This produces the complexity of conscious manifestation.
Happy New Year, Mowk!
The above is attempt at an evolving series of codes, whereby the intrinsic essential element is hidden.
It is a universal dance, and it presents an absolutely crack in the cosmic egg, that coincidentally and repeatedly seals it right up.
Hence no observable crack in that supposed instant.
The need to code, nevertheless is the the seed within that egg.
Will try to open and expunge immediately in the coming future time.
The need and it’s censure may designate something real, measurable and significant.
I do hope for a happy new year. Thanks for the well wishes. It would be so nice if my constitution defaulted to see it so in all ways. Attachment to far too many ideas.