Hope maybe, someday you’ll change your mind about some of the species. Yourself included. 98.6% fucked.
Presumptions. For example, sin. Did you make that up? Challenge that notion. Were did it come from? Who subscribes to it and why?
Of all the shit man has claimed himself superior to other animals, the only distinction I can put my finger on is the notion of sin.
Sin is contradiction, that’s all it is and ever will be.
Putting myself in your shoes keeps me sharp. I know how to live 100% sin free. I choose little sins to give me the passion to solve the zero sum problem. If I was sin free, I’d likely become complacent. That’s not helping anyone.
I’ll explain why listening to music is a sin. In a sex dimorphic species, male ornamentation is very serious. As is approach escalation.
Men invented all the instruments and wrote most the music. Even music written by women is derivative of men.
This is like the internet thing I tried to explain earlier, men invented the Internet, so any female work on it is derivative … it ultimately means that another man set up a man with a woman. This is called “approach escalation by proxy.”
So, basically, by using music, you are sexual signaling as a man. This is approach escalation in a sex dimorphic species which puts the relationships into no means yes status.
By listening to music, I’m in REALLY deep.
I’m not going to have sex under a no means yes banner, that’s the worst. But I do actually sin quite severely because of this.
I sin to keep the fire on my ass. I want the zero sum problem solved yesterday. I do everything in my power to keep me fresh and hungry and motivated.
It going to be a lonely fight. But I’m sure you’re ok with that.
Me, I just ain’t interested in the no means yes gig, or any of that. If that’s all you have to write about. That’s cool too but to me it’s getting old.
The origins of sexual reproduction date back 1.2 billion years. Many protists reproduce sexually, as do the multicellular plants, animals, and fungi. In the eukaryotic fossil record, sexual reproduction first appeared by 1.2 billion years ago in the Proterozoic Eon. Sexual dimorphism by size is evident in some extinct species such as the velociraptor and dates to 71 million years ago. Way before humans showed up. You going to blame humans for an evolutionary adaptation that took place millions of years before humans walked the planet? Something that has been apart of their DNA from the get go? That’s like blaming humans for the extinction of dinosaurs.
Old Latin is as far back as I’ve been able to trace the origin of the idea of consent. Old Latin in use from 509 BC to 75 BC.
Human’s had been subject to sexual dimporphism for 27,000 years before the idea of consent entered the lexicon.
Around 1–4% of the genomes of all native populations outside Africa (in Eurasia, Oceania, and the Americas) derives from Neanderthals dating back 40,000 years, and about 20% of the Neanderthal genome survives today.
Seems like you’re blaming the entire modern species for something that evolved as long ago as 40,000 years. That’s harsh.
The modern understanding of consent is only several decades old !!
I’m actually not that frustrated with humans (I am still frustrated with them!)
Like I stated before, I’m angry at the deities. They very rarely come in human form (I’m not counting possessions here, which are not the persons fault at all). I’m counting literal self embodiments.
When I meet with these sorts of beings, I judge them harshly, not for not knowing what I know… that’s absurd! But for knowing it after I taught it and not changing. Humans! I’m easy on!
These deities who prop themselves as perfect for thousands of years… I’m hard as fuck on, and they deserve it!
So they aren’t just in your head, but they could be, in your subjective experience alone.
Many people know them, and they likely find themselves in a position similar to yours.
Similarly subjective. While epigenetics as heritable phenotype changes is a postulate, whether memory specific psychic characteristics are passed is speculation. And given the nature of the DNA genome on the planet that they preceded us eternally and will do so, into successive eternity is also speculation.
I had an uncle diagnosed with schizophrenia, he no longer consented to taking medication, he was found floating face down in Catfish Creek with rat poison in his stomach.
Don’t let that happen to you or anything like it. I’m not helping you, so I am sorry but this will be the last time I write to you. Get some help. He was an uncle I looked up to, shit you just bring up terrible memories, I thought I could handle them, but I miss him. He was super cool.
Good luck Jason and keep your head on straight, I feel for ya.