I think you do give consent to see opinions you disagree with and dislike and it’s part of your motivation to come here. IOW it might hypothetically have been, the first time you read one of his posts, a consent violation, but it wasn’t. So, it’s not a test.
So, you choose to read posts that you disagree with and dislike. And you know what his posts are like or might be from early on and yet repeat.
I think not either. On the other hand, as I think I said elsewhere, he is being a consequentialist, and sees it as a lesser evil, and since he is not raping you, if even violating your consent, it is a small consent violation, even if it is one, with the goal of minimizing the acceptance of consent violation in general. Most moralities allow for lesser evil actions, even up to carrying out justified military conflict.
I get the position you are trying to put him in, but it seems kind of coquettish and not true that he violated your consent. I don’t think you actually experienced it that way. I think you enjoy a good scuffle.
I think you’re having a good time. I see you running back to the bar, where your alleged rapist is and you wanted to test him - that is, in your analogy, have another sexual act with him - again and again, and continued after allegedly being raped.
And you play to the gallery about his rapes of you.
I ain’t buying it as a test. I think you like a little rough trade. Not cause of your outfit, but because, shit, you keep seeing this guy. I see you around the town, having a good time, smiling, holding onto his arm, and running back to that bed with him.
Are you claiming battered women’s syndrome?
You just don’t meet the pschological criteria.