This is how I am

Well now I know for sure ecmandu is a sadist fraud hired to give empathy a bad name.
I was kind enough to give him an actual power to start stopping killing in this life but guess what — that’s the only thing he ignores.
Fake cynical clown.

Or he just cares for the pussy he can’t get and not for the plants and animals he can save… typical inconsiderate male.

I’m not a sadist, people have already interpreted that I have more goodness. Unless goodness is abused, females won’t consent to sex.

My hyperdimensional mirror plan = zero killing of anything or harm for that matter.

My trauma from the zero sum nature of my entire reality and that of others is indicative of true goodness …

Everything here traumatizes me because I actually care. If pussy was all I cared about, i’d just be evil, like every other man in human history who got or gets some.

When I first figured out that being mean to me got men laid , I was furious!

Not anymore, because, now I know that when they get consciences they’ll have to do the same spiritual cleansing process I had to do, regret all of your memories. And I feel sorry for them, which is why I’m trying so hard to get the hyperdimensional mirrors up, so that they don’t have to.

I’m not seeking revenge

Read above post and quote…

I guess I’m just trying to explain, there is no being more powerful than logic. Logic is not aware of itself.
There is no god you can conjure which is more powerful than logic.

Now here’s the deal.

In non consensual zero sum realities, there are different rules and consequences than in 100% consensual realities that are non zero sum.

When I tell you about horrible things, I’m speaking from the logical perspective of a non consensual zero sum reality: the one we are all in

We need a revolution to overthrow this evil, to claim our dignity and bring ourselves to a 100% consensual reality that is non zero sum.

I think autism is related to psychopathy and I think Sherlock Holmes is an actual psychopath. That is why Sherlock says to Moriarti: You are the only person I can relate to but I don’t agree with your methods. Not an exact quote but more or less. His sister is a psychopath so it must run in the family. But its a fiction so we can’t say it proves a genetic basis, we can only say that the fiction portrays him as a psychopath.

I am anything but a regular kid and if I am that is truly a scary thought for America. :laughing:

An example would be in my younger years, before feminism, many girls approached me for sex but I felt an inability to connect with them and wanted to get away. People accused me of being a homosexual but I think it was mainly due to being raised Christian and my institutionalized shame of lust. The fact that I would lust would make me feel that I was some kind of evil person and that it made me feel disgusting all that’s wrong with the world. And yes it was an absolutely insane way to look at the world, but brainwashing has its effects. And looking at shows like American Psycho, he has similar tendencies of my earlier days. That doesn’t mean I am the same as him. I would never murder a prostitute because I appreciate their willingness to have sex with me. And returning a favor with punishment is simply illogical and stupid. But if some man, who looks disgusting to me, was giving me a hard time, hurling insults to me, you bet your balls what I would do if there were no laws or punishments. Even when they are not insulting me, sometimes the voice of people just irritates me and fills me with hate. Like it feels like its giving me an aneurysm. But I know it is morally wrong to kill them so I don’t. But when I hear annoying music on the radio, I feel no moral obligations. I feel like its a community service if the DJ were to just so happen, let’s say, out of happenstance, to fall out of that ivory tower he sits upon. Because they spam the air waves with songs that rape my ears. And defending against rape is self-defense. Not saying I would do it. But if it happened on its own I would feel some kind of bit of relief perhaps.

I know some psychopaths and most of them have a tough time with relationships. This seems elementary since not feeling connected to people, and having to fake having emotions might give you a tougher time. I didn’t know not having paranoia was a prerequisite. I’ve always pictured them as cold and calculating with some degree of fear, esp. paranoid. Someone who has no fear just seems like some kind of wild mentally ill person to me, possibly a masochist. I don’t think Evil Kenivel was a psychopath but was some kind of masochist with mental health issues. I don’t think most of those mass murderers were psychopaths, but just psychotics who couldn’t control their emotions and didn’t really fear the consequences. I would say being paranoid actually makes the psychopath, as they tend to carefully thing about things in terms of the consequences. Personally although it was a good movie, I couldn’t buy the Heath Ledger Joker as a true incarnation of the clown. He seemed too much like a Mary Sue, almost being guided by some supernatural force. That scene with the school buses was simply unbelievable. Could not ever happen. The more realistic joker would be the 1992 animated series. He doesn’t kill randoms and he is more sane and rational. Everything he does is like a puzzle piece fitting exactly into place. He is just a victim of the city and a hedonist who wants to make it big like Batman. He is mainly driven by envy, hatred, and contempt. He is more like a feline (felon) and fitting with the natural world. Ie. he is more like Bowser.

One thing we can agree on though is that Ecmandu doesn’t know anything about psychopaths. He just makes up random things and cites it as fact. It is actually funny to listen to. He says that if you wear a ring you are a psychopath, etc. That if you are a normal person who doesn’t focus on negative world news 24/7, you are a psychopath. I would just call those people ignorant people. Kind of the opposite of a psychopath. Because I used to be that person who would dwell on negative world news, this was before I was a psychopath. And it would drag me down and make me feel masochistic. But then I saw the funny side. Now negative news does only one of three things: Nothing, makes me angry, or makes me laugh. I can’t even remember the last time I felt sad about some random news story. After a while you get numb to it. And that is why I said earlier, this world breeds psychopaths, it breeds them like candy. Anyone who focuses on negative news 24/7 will become a psychopath. I can prove it. Actually I can’t, but it’s something Ecmandu would say and I wanted to use one of his lines.

We need more than a revolution. You are talking about science and magic beyond our mere human capacity. The ability to be gods and create our own non-zero sum solipistic universes. It’s crazy talk.

No. You are either a clown, or a delusional narcissist. The only thing you can prove, is that you are one of those. Because the things you post sound like something out of the three stooges.

Its easy for me to prove that you are either a clown or delusional narcissist.

If you honestly believe that if after man abuses you, he acquires the magical ability to have sex with any woman he wants, then you are seriously delusional.

It’s not narcissistic to be able to prove something like that “nibbler”

I follow the laws of the 5 heartbreaks of relation,
The 5 stages of a sex dimorphic species
And avoid the three abuses

Also, hyperdimensional mirror realities are not solipsistic… they reflect off the eternal forms (others)

First of all, this requires 100% knowledge of said day. Of the 100% of what you know, you might be having a good day without any knowledge of any psychopath or any of his actions that most of the time aren’t psychopathic anyway - and this doesn’t make you psychopathic. You might also know of psychopathy in said day, but choose to ignore it - you don’t have to be a psychopath to ignore (whether intentionally or unintentionally), just human. Much to my frustration, people lie to themselves all the time, and will delude themselves just to minimise the amount of difficult feelings that they would otherwise feel. This isn’t psychopathy, it’s just weakness. How the hell do you know that a 6 year old Bangladeshi kid is being raped by his Sunday school teacher, or that any such monstrous act is occurring that day? It might not be. It might not have so far and you might be enjoying the day with or without this 100% knowledge of the world without being a psychopath.

Why is your default stance 100% of both spatial and temporal knowledge? Nobody can hope to get even remotely close to that, so as suspected your standard of psychopathy is illegitimate.

This hyperdimensional-mirrored consensual non-zero sum reality sounds like the age-old e.g. Christian mental escapism into a non-reality that you delude yourself into considering as real, and where you’d finally “get your revenge” despite having zero realistic path there or having any (legitimate) proof that such a reality could even be reached.
It’s obvious why men being mean gets them laid - it’s a show of dominance - any such show will do. It just needs to reassure the weaker female (with more at stake reproductively) that they are safe if anyone is mean etc to them: with a mean male, they have their meat-shield to protect both them and their offspring. Any other scenario would not prevail over the generations, so it’s the only possible reality that we can have. Don’t get “furious” about it, that’s 100% pointless. It’s not evil, it’s how reality has to be and it could be no other way.

For sure he knows nothing about psychopaths, or pretty much anything at all from what I can tell. I think he is intentionally trying to be this way, to eliminate nuance altogether just to end up with a monolithic delusion that he’s happy with, regardless of its complete unreality.
But on the same token, and I’m not saying you’re as bad as he is, dissociating yourself from the bad that goes on in the world doesn’t make you a psychopath. It’s a natural mechanism of the sane mind to rid itself of unwelcome thoughts and feelings - it makes people into highly dishonest enemies of truth, but at least it keeps them capable of dealing with the world and surviving. Maintaining a sympathetic engagement with the world like you used to cannot sustain itself, and the ability to deal with regular worldly things will not be possible. This is what happens to the depressed.

I’m not saying psychopaths have an easy time of relationships, but they have an easy time getting them started. To maintain them they need an emotionally vulnerable woman who they can make submit, even as they probably try and do the same with any number of women who they keep things going with at the same time. Not feeling connected doesn’t matter if you can fake it, which is what they learn to do just to fit in and ease the getting of their way. It’s not like psychopaths feel no fear at all, it just doesn’t work the same as regular people. Like you, they feel numb, and they often seek out thrills to get an adrenaline boost, with less fear of the consequences, they like winning and dominating others, regular hedonistic pleasures etc. That’s not to say that everyone who seeks these things and feels numb is a psychopath, it’s only that psychopaths feel numb and seek these things. They don’t want bad consequences, they learn to be very sneaky in getting out of them - presumably from getting into such situations often and learning to find and exploit weaknesses in those who get in the way of what they want to do. I wouldn’t pay any much heed to the entertainment industry for accurate portrayals - just listen to psychologists. They say that there is a gene component to psychopathy, but it depends on how it reacts with the environment they grow up into. They might turn out normal, but under certain environments, their psychopathy will come to light. And that’s not to say that these certain environments would turn any normal person into a psychopath. Psychopaths aren’t just angry and resentful but otherwise normal people, they just have a slightly different version of the same brain as anyone else in some particular way rather than another.

I’d look more into autism than psychopathy if I were you, whether they’re linked or not. You don’t sound particularly autistic, there’s just more of that than there is psychopathy. In reality it’s probably nothing that dramatic and you’re just a guy with a life that’s difficult. But ask yourself - do you want a pathology to explain away all the challenges you have in life? Or do you just want to deal with them in whatever way you can (which you have to anyway)? The best that pathologies can do is put you in touch with people who have similar challenges and hanging around them might make you feel more at home but you still have to deal with you and your place in the world.

The difference between a narcissist and a psychopath, is that psychopaths don’t experience guilt. Narcissists still do.

Hyperdimensional mirrors are perfectly logical constructs, existence builds from logic.

I tried not to be a nibbler but it seems like each time you post it becomes more and more ridiculous. A certain line has to be drawn when it is time to call a clown a clown.

You know I don’t take you seriously so I suppose the question I ask is do you actually take yourself seriously?

What escapes many people about the 5 stages of a sex dimorphic species, is that all of our technology is from male ornamental behavior and not female ornamental behavior… since we did stage 5 first, this planet is fucked up, and NOBODY can traverse it without moral error. Everyone should be livid about this, because we are all going to pay a price for moral error in a zero sum reality.

I wish I could wake everyone up to simply demanding a non zero sum reality, a 100% consensual reality.

This is the difference between someone who is hyper empathic and those who are not:

Hyper empathic people KNOW that winning and losing in a zero sum reality both add up to losing.

Others don’t, but when they have to cleanse themselves (because we’re in a zero sum reality still) the cleansing process is utterly heartbreaking and harsh.

It’s of the utmost importance that we get out of a lose/lose reality.

That, I don’t think you will find funny.

Yes, I am serious.

You responded to someone saying they did not think you were a psychopath by saying that Sherlock Holmes is a psychopath and then below you describe the way you feel and it does not fit with being a psychopath. IOW a fictional character seems to somehow help you see yourself as a psychopath. If I were to categorize Sherlock Holmes I’d be more likely to say he had Aspberger’s. Psychopaths do not feel they are evil because they lust. They could give a shit. They might tell their priest or family they feel guilty when caught masturbating, but that is because they view other people in instrumental terms.

Psychopaths do not have a hard time faking emotions.

You mentioned that you took a test and scored 80%. If this was an online test or some other test where there was no interaction with an actual professional who went through a thorough interview process, the chances of getting a useful diagnosis are low. Which does not mean I think all ‘experts’ is necessarily going to come to the right conclusions, but our ability to introspect and self-evaluate is often quite off. If you have another type of problematic pattern, which it sounds like you do, it makes it very hard to objectively evaluate yourself. You sound like someone who is suffering and not just anger. A lot of the feelings you have seem pretty normal to me, but if you are cut off from other humans, there may be some pattern or other.

From infinite loser to greatest I am is what I became… How can you win without first losing and having to take a long, slow crawl to figuring out the nature of the game and how to win?

Try this post EW

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That was in the past, before I was a psychopath. Now I don’t give a shit about it. I no longer feel any real shame over lust. Only fear that some feminist will shame me and give me a hard time about it. Not because I view it as morally wrong, but because I don’t want to deal with getting ostracized by some stupid feminist.

There is nothing wrong with viewing people as instruments. It benefits everyone actually. It is a kindness. What’s the alternate? Sitting around, chewing the fat, talking small talk about nothing. Nothing ever gets accomplished. Neither party benefits in any tangible way. What’s better? Two parties, working together for a mutual benefit. It is morally good. I can provide countless examples of how psychopathy is morally good. For example, Spock from Star Trek, is a psychopath. I’m not as emotionless as he is though.

I don’t see it that way. I think it would be a hard ordeal. Here is an example.

Lets say you want to have sex with this chick. And she invites you to some charity event. Either the charity is stupid, or an actual good charity that does something good. Logically I can rationalize I am doing good for the world, while I do it. And technically I am a good person for helping the charity. And I smile but its all fake. I am actually bored as hell and just want her to have sex with me. This is not easy for me. But it seems easy to you. But deep down it is not easy, I am spending my time on something that I don’t know will give me anything in return. I could spend a whole day being bored as hell and pretending to smile, then at the end of the day not get laid. It is not easy and a hard time. And then I feel like a complete douche for helping a charity save the world, meanwhile the world could care less about saving me.

I don’t honestly find this post funny. It just feels draining to my brain. Like some kind of complex math. It seems convoluted.

You seem to believe we will reincarnate into every person in this world, and thus have to suffer any punishment that we give to other people. That is a valid argument. But what is not valid is your solution to this problem. You just say we have to engineer our own reality and talk about glass mirrors and fantasies and hyperdimensions that aren’t even possible. And that is when my brain begins to hurt.

Brain is a muscle… you’ve got to work it.

My brain has hurt steadily for 25 years…

I’m a professional weightlifter!

This post was dismissive sorry.

Let me explain a hyperdimensional mirror.

Just like logic itself is more powerful than any being you can imagine, and it’s not aware of itself, in those same dimensions exist eternal forms (outside space time)

We are co-using reflections of these forms, such that there really are 7 billion humans etc… on this planet.

What a hyperdimensional mirror does is the same thing a real mirror does. If I hold a mirror to your face and rub the mirror where your face is, you don’t feel my hand. That’s just a regular mirror.

A hyperdimansional mirror makes a 3D reality, and it reflects all of the senses. It also mirrors consciousness signatures and consciousness signature frequencies (biological and/or cognitive age adjustments).

The beauty of a mirror is that it is exactly the person, with no possibility of hurting them!

Not only that, but you can change everything reflected by changing the shape of the mirror.

You can literally make everyone love you without having to earn their love, and in doing so, it’s impossible to hurt the actual being!

What it does is to create a 100% consensual reality with a non zero sum system!

I suppose if you were put in the military and repeatedly were forced to Geneva Convention type crimes, you might become a psychopath, or some other similar type of experience, but generally it is not something that you become.

To me I just don’t think psychopaths are afraid of getting ostracized by feminists. And it is precisely the kind of thing that psychopaths are skilled at: avoiding letting people know how they feel or do not feel.

It’s the viewing others ONLY instrumentally that is the problem, at least, non-psychopaths tend to think so. When there is no empathy.

LOL, a psychopath would allow the other to think it was for mutual benefit, but he could give a shit about the other person’s benefit.

First Spock had a moral code. A psychopath does not. So even if Spock had been emotionless, which he was not in the least, he still had rules that made him will to even sacrifice his own life for others. And then, he obviously had emotions and cared about Kirk and others.

That’s because you’re not a psychopath. For you it’s a challenge.

Like my regular muscles, I seem to work them but never seems to get anywhere and just feel more drained and depressed.

Logic is not outside of space and time. It is inside space and time, part of space and time. Also, the hyperdimensional mirror thing sounds like some VR fantasy that is not possible with our current level of technology.

I’m willing to go out on a limb here and be even more cooky than you. I’m willing to say that we can detect souls and detect if someone is a p-zombie. So we would know that it is hyper-dimensional reality and know it is not real. And it would be like the same as the Matrix movie where they rejected the first utopia. They never said it but I think they rejected it because it was actually a single-player, not multiplayer experience. The only way they could engineer a perfect utopia is every NPC was controlled, was AI pzombies, they werent connected to other souls. I think we have the inherent ability to detect other’s souls.