What aren't you doing?

Having any of it.

Getting all excited.

Not feeling hungover. :neutral_face:

That rum and chocolate tasting Conservative Commonwealth event last night was lethalā€¦ and I hardly drank much at allā€¦ happy to start becoming a lightweight. :stuck_out_tongue:

On second thoughtsā€¦ itā€™s a tension headache due to talking smiling and laughing too muchā€¦ things I donā€™t do very often and so then therefore cause me a worl of grief when I do. :neutral_face:

Getting up and out of bed.

The need to replenish and preserve my glycogen stores far outways the need to doā€¦ finally back to controlling the self, than the self controlling the I.

Nothing.

:slight_smile:

:mrgreen:

Nothing worse than an ugly girl with an ego. It just fries my brain.

Like thisā€¦this is the most repulsive thing in the entire world.

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cMTAUr3Nm6I[/youtube]

exactly!..thatā€™s extremely typical of the modern world, it borders on delusion and psychosis. This is what happens when nothing more than their gender is glorified, her music is full of bitter rage and anger towards men, spreading her disease through audio upon younger retarded girls who will probably be even worse in the next generation.

And sheā€™s fat.

And look at those big manly hands. Like who are these guys that sheā€™s rejecting? I want to see them.

Rejecting men is the favourite thing to contemplate for girls who get rejected by men I think. Forget about these things.

[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6f4BwQFF-Os[/youtube]

[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5z5Mvyp1QHw[/youtube]

[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kaIZWjItReI[/youtube]

Sleeping :neutral_face:

ā€¦7 oā€™clock, and allā€™s well. :occasion-partyblower: :sad-bored:

Hey, me neither!

:happy-smileyinthebox:

I woke up right quick and had me an orange juice because Ive got a bit of a cold.

Drinking some orange juice here tooā€¦ with a tot of rum in itā€¦

Eatingā€¦ Iā€™m not eating right nowā€¦ though I wish I was, but Iā€™ll wait until itā€™s a decent hour to eat, which right now it is not.

Whats an indecent hour for eating?

My dad raised me for it to be okay even to wake up in the middle of the night and indulge on soup or some nice fish.

ā€¦any hour close to sleep time.

I wonā€™t get up to indulge, as thereā€™s a point of no return for me, when eating can wait until rising.

imgur.com/a/D750gYl

This is what Iā€™m not doing, because I done did it. Iddint it a beaut? Idā€™a done the pickets differently but that was between the parasite and the homeowner.

So I pulled Chris (homeowner) aside and I says to the guy ā€˜ya knowā€¦ if you need anything else, donā€™t go through Bob (parasite), call me directly. If we cut out this dead middle weight, you save money AND I make more money. I can do a job for half the price Bob quotes you and make twice as much as I would working for him.ā€™

Following this was a brief interlude on the merits of socialism, and then Chris nodded; ā€˜yeah, we got to get the fuck rid of Bob. Send me a text so I have your number.ā€™

And with that, Chris and promethean bumped fists and called it a day.

I am not meditating right now on any of Nietzscheā€™s travails or assumptions, in particular to any idea as to whether he was a shaman, mystique, or shelved in skepticism, but he was somewhat knowledge able with Sxhopenhauerā€™s Buddhism, but how much who knows.

It is particular though that such presumed assumptions have some to do with monastic precepts, some of which is true to form and some fall by the wayside.

Among those who do meditate, some of this zones out as non irrevocable into the future perfect or even the present tense, which burdens intentions by way of the hungry ghost.

iā€™m not recording footage of the tornado right now because the fucking mechanics closed the bay doors so i couldnā€™t slip in the back and grab my phone in time. by the time i got back around to the front to ask one of em to get it for me (customers canā€™t go in the garage unattended for insurance reasons)ā€¦ it was gone. but then another formed right around the corner andā€¦ wait, lemme back up so you know what the fuck is going on here.

so the mexicans went to lunch and left the other van parked behind mine in the driveway of the job. i couldnā€™t get outā€¦ but if i pulled forward a little, i might be able to reverse parallel park and get out. so i do, and the front end sinks down a good half a foot. ground was soft from the rain. so i jam a 2 by 12 underneath the drive tire to get some traction, and try to reverse back. then i hear a loud snap. somehow the board busted through the tread of the tire (it was an old spare with some dry rot)ā€¦ and now iā€™m stuck AND i got a slow leak. fuck. gotta wait for the mexicans to get back from lunch to push me out. took all six of em. ludwig van weighs a ton. but they got me out. so now iā€™m googling the nearest tire shop cuz i gotta get there fast, right. this is in durham and iā€™m not familiar with the place at all. so i drive to a firestone. guy wonā€™t get off the phone. hurry up, dude, iā€™m losing air right here in your lot and iā€™ve got no spare on the van. are you gonna sell me four new tires or what? note: the other three had dry rot as wellā€¦ van was parked for two years while i was in jailā€¦ so i might as well get a whole new set. still on the phone. so i run across the street in the pouring rain to mr. tire; look, iā€™ve got an emergency. need four new tires, and fast. yeah we can get you in. cool. gimme the tires and lifetime rotation and balance deal. letā€™s do the whole thing. so iā€™m in the lobby waiting and i look outside. the funnel started to form not two hundred years away, it seemed like. TV in the lobby is going bonkers with emergency warnings. mechanics are all running around and trippin. so i jump up and run around the back to get my phoneā€¦ was almost blown sideways in the parking lot. but they closed all the bays. fuck man i was SO CLOSE. it didnā€™t fully form or touch down thoughā€¦ but another one started down the road. iā€™da drove straight to the sonofabitch if ludwig van wasnā€™t on the lift.

but what a exhilarating rush. iā€™ve never seen a tornado in person before. man i was gonna show yaā€™ll a video clip youā€™d never forget. oh well. maybe iā€™ll get the next one. i know now that iā€™m a natural born storm chaser. my instinct told me to run TOWARD the monster. weird, i know.