zoom zoom.
trust in my, self-righteous suicide; I cry, when the gods deserve to die…
I was blind to the… which was psychological. not completely… but… beating the crap out of myself again. pain. lots of it. but, Love! And Butt Love! but… ow.
Thought I saw… when I did, broke me. Saw how I was already broken, in ways I didn’t know. fun, but… pain. Love! painful love. Love pain.
couldnt see, couldnt see, couldnt see. I couldnt see. knew; know I knew… but couldnt see, mind self-deluding. deaf, dumb, mute; and barking. brain dumb with words through… even the retarded are knowing.
i r retard
by your dumbass powers combined…
bye-bye, ahead of time. got to get that in. not much time left. bang, bang goes bullet.
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no more to say, drop down. just didn’t click for me for 2 years. ran my head against the wall and just didn’t see. 4 years! and thensome I sure. All intellect and psychology meaningless. nothing. lacked knowledge of self; lacked ability to see what I saw and continued self-deluding.
just couldn’t see… have to keep moving, can’t break down completely like I should. ow, though. OW!!
heh…
got to end on smile so morale of herd doesnt drop. smile smile smile to cover up pain and hurt so they dont go mad like me… crazy and mad and mad and crazy.
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