My Surrogate Activities.

New job is going alright for the moment, if I do well I’ll make it to assistant manager. Nonetheless I don’t really like the new job all that much as it is very stressful and I have to deal with people. I don’t like interacting with people under a veneer of pretense revolving around fake politeness.

Still, it’s not the worse job I’ve been at and it’s close by to where I live to which travel distance is small.

Do you go by car or take the bus or walk instead?

And what is the temperature over there today?

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I go by car because where I live is a rural area where there is no other means of travel. Public transit is nonexistent.

Today I think it was thirty five degrees, much colder at night of course.

I am watching currently, The Man In The Iron Mask.

Christmas activities on Xbox.

This is my video game wishlist going into 2018.

Elder Scrolls Online.

Fallout 4

So they made playing too much video games a sign of mental illness recently as a part of an updated [ Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders] DSM. That’s just funny for somebody like me who plays video games all the time when I am not working or caught up in the hustle of the daily grind.

It’s not mental illness but instead a reaction to how the real world sucks, not just sucking by itself in general but also physically and mentally sucking the life right out of you. The world has become a fucking life and soul sucking existential vampire. Is it a real surprise video games or virtual realities are becoming very popular any more in escapism away from it?

No, it’s your fucking entire world that you’ve made that is a form of mental illness not obsessive video game playing! The world has become a fucking insane asylum, leave us gamers alone and stop harassing us!

I remember how the longest time I was an anarchist and how I believed that I would never change my mind for as long as I lived unwavering in my anarchist ideals that I embraced for almost nine years. [Almost a decade.]

What changed my views in not being an anarchist anymore? It’s true that a majority of human beings are cattle where they’re herded around by a small minority of other human beings that are human ranchers. Civilization is a farm of human livestock ruled by finance capital where human beings domesticate and farm other human beings. Now you may think to yourself with all of that anarchism is the only answer (solution) justified and that we need anarchy now but there’s just one problem with all of that which I’ve discovered over the years. You see anarchy if there was ever such a thing before the madness of civilization and rigid highly controlled social hierarchy will only work for a small number of rebellious individuals as a majority of human beings are dumb brainwashed herd animals unable to survive, exist, or thrive on their own. They might complain here and there about the oppressive nature of governments but in all reality a majority of human beings if offered the opportunity to exist in a world and environment without government wouldn’t know how to survive or what to even do with their time living directionless. Also, given the choice between revolution, individual autonomy, or counter culture versus materialistic greed and money understand that a majority of human beings will choose greed every time. So, if you’re a die hard anarchist contemplate all of this in embracing that particular mindset is a lonely one full of despair or constant angst where if you’re waiting for an anarchist revolution globally not only will you be waiting for a longtime for a revolution that will never materialize you will be sorely disappointed to which your faith in humanity will be lost.

Human beings (majority) are psychologically weak, manipulative, and lazy where in the long run this is what caused me to lose all faith in anarchism. For a large majority human beings are incapable of anarchism.

It’s just generally a bad idea to be a political idealist. Look at Uccisore and Kropotkin. Both those guys are always stressed out. I think it’s because they both honestly thing that if everything would just conform to their ideals that they’d somehow be able to escape the human condition. Neither side is correct about how things actually are, they’ve just got pie in the sky ideals about how things ought to be, and since things aren’t and will never align with those ideals, they live in a state of dissonance.

You have to adapt, and holding to principle, at least in a social or political sense is the opposite of that. If you’ve just got to have a principle because of some emotional need for one, then make it an abstract, politically neutral one like you know…believe in the law of non contradiction as it applies to language. But going around stressed out until the economy collapses, or until they tax the rich and give everyone medicine, or until all the trannies have been rehabilitated and everyone has a gun, or until all the mean nazi people in the world have been reconditioned into hippies is well…just kind of stupid and extraordinarily naive. People who do that sort of thing and who’ve got their hearts all in it are generally unhappy and at the most basic and personal level doing themselves a disservice.

Currently watching, Ash Evil Dead.

If you’re into post apocalyptic themes or literature another favorite television show of mine from Canada is The 100.

The problem is that there is no realism to idealism anymore. I use to be an anti idealist at one point until I realized that you cannot remove idealism from human perception. Realism is needed in idealism more than ever for without that all you have is non functioning idealisms.

Much catastrophe, suffering, and conflict comes from non-functioning or contradictory idealisms that lack applied understanding of realism.

Of course the pessimist in me will say that I doubt humanity will ever reach a consensus upon any of that. So, there’s that also.

Parasite infestation. Disease. That shit… and then when someone tries to make a better world via games, the arrogant system would say that the new reality is bad, and the present reality is correct.

I think they’re upset that a lot of people everywhere are one way or another tuning out the constant barrage of social propaganda. People are trying to find ways of tapping out of the controlled social matrix of conformity rather than plugging themselves into it.

I think some people glorify / worship work.
They only respect “hard working people”.
I think they believe in the system, entirely.
Things other than or against work, are considered lazy and thus evil.

This goes back to the Christian protestant work ethic where idle hands or minds [the leisurely/lackadaisical] were considered receptors of the devil [living embodiment of sin/ opposition to the controlled order of things(state)/ defying the order of God’s will.] and only the hard working Christian [usually the gullible working peasants for their feudal lords] were deemed redeemable under God.[Promised in return with eternal salvation or paradise something only an idiot can believe in.] The hardworking individuals as they are called are merely individuals taught to think of their servitude or service to the state as noble virtuosity[in all actuality subservience to continual tyranny] and under the earlier historical narrative that preceded it obedience to God. [God being entirely a controlled historical fabrication of the state along with the concept of an afterlife or the eternal soul] Under modern political conservatism replace sin with unaffordable social expenditures of the unemployed [There’s that condemnation of idleness again]and God with government.[Government as an organization is worshipped much in the same way as God has been or was as it has morphed into the new godhead.] This of course was the Christian angle or influence in the west but in other religions and belief systems there was similar narrative overtones like Chinese Confucianism as example. [Chinese subservience of the family to the state.]

The reality of course is that the powerful don’t like their subjects too mentally idle[Too much spare free time] because they might start thinking on their own realizing entirely what their complete dependence upon their overlords is really all about [total existential slavery]plotting the thoughts of succession or some other kind of revolution. If too many [free]individuals devote too much of their lives to leisure lackadaisically they might in effect infect the minds of the [human cattle] working in [human farm] society disrupting the whole control structure of the [human cattle ranchers] powerful.

The Russians are coming! :stuck_out_tongue:

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Meanwhile in the United States the solution to school violence or possible terrorist attacks in schools, are bulletproof mattresses? :question: :neutral_face: :open_mouth: [WTF?]