Iām not sure that you fully understand all of the subtle nuances of intensity.
Rick Astleyā¦what a voice, had dance moves, and fashion senseā¦a god. His wife, Lene Bausager, struck paydirt. Sweet serenades and twirls around the dance floor. Wow, a power couple. I hope they live happily ever after. Best wishes Rick and Lene!
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Moments before the sun set on some kind of ancient wooden ship floating in a bay of calm waters, surrounded by lush mountains, I started singing to someone unknown, āIf only I could singā¦if only I could singā¦ā My voice was very weak, almost inaudible in such a large outdoor space. I was straining to sing louder when all of the sudden my voice started to pick up power, amplification. As I struggled to project my intentions outward, I felt my throat relax and a power overtook me. Another register up, āIf only I could singā¦I would save the world,ā and the last āsingā boomed out of me flooding this bay and echoing along the mountains, all of my vocal strength returning one hundred times over. Placing my whole heart and soul into those specific words, āIf only I could sing, I would save the world,ā I believed with such empowerment I couldā¦save the world.
That was some spiritual mojo going on there.
In tonightās dream, perhaps Iāll sing of the how.
Hey Wendy, I just stumbled onto this thread.
āPleaseā doesnāt sound like creative writing to meāit sounds more like a cry for help. (just like your sig.)
Or maybe Iām being too melodramatic (I love drama ).
Who do you want to let you go? And why?
(Sorry, I havenāt read the entirety of this threadājust the OP.)
Read my next post, Gibbuddy.
This world you mean?
What is the feeling of being trapped for you? Fear? Disgust? Frustration? Loneliness?
Yes, this world.
Wendy, I think you have so much love in your heart, you donāt get enough in return. I think you deplete yourself dry sometimes (I think ).
Howās your self-confidence? Do you feel more threatened by the world or just annoyed at it sometimes. Do you ever feel this gong show of a world can be entertaining? Fun?
While I do fear that we are approaching āclosing timeā at this bar called Earth life, Iām certainly annoyed by the lack of understanding most folks have on the purpose of their being here to begin with.
Gibob wrote
You may be right. Here, on Earth, is there ever enough? Love does not connect one moment to the next here.
Gibib wrote
Too fueled by frustration currently.
Yes.
Congratulations, Wendy! You check out with a clean bill of health.
Being frustrated and angry at the world can be a sign of health. It means youāve got fight within you, strength to resist. Fear and depression occur when you donāt feel you have enough strength, when you start ācavingā.
Donāt let the world get you too far down. Maybe take a break from your fight. Treat yourself to some āmeā time more often.
This is āmeā time, this fight which is for āus.ā Iām a die hard altruist, what can I do?
Well, just donāt wear yourself out, thatās all.
Gibwhiz WD on Tues., Thurs., and Sats.? Say yes, I need the love.
Wendy, you crazy girl. What are we gonna do on Tues, Thus, and Sats? Is this something Joker would approve of?
GibVangough,
Platonic love donations. Thanks in advance for your further deposits, once again, on Tues., Thurs., and Sats.! Iām counting on you and your timeliness.
Wendy, you crack me up. Okay, Platonic love it is. Still though, whatās with this Tue/Thu/Sat nonsense? ā I donāt do schedules (sorry). But anytime you need some moral support or a pick-me-up, just PM me.
(I still feel this would be weird with Joker as your hubby).
Thank you Gibamba. I will. Iāll do the same, just drop a line!
What is it exactly, Wendy, that you are fighting for?
You can begin by being an altruist toward yourself first. There is no selfishness in that.
Seeing your own needs ALSO, finding balance, taking a time out, can prepare you for whatever you feel your purpose is. Also, questioning why that purpose.
I donāt think that ātrueā altruism forgets self to the point of destruction.
Selflessness doesnāt necessarily mean losing Self.
Arc wrote
Simple, peaceful lives for everyone on Earth to have all the basic necessities, creative outlets to expunge energies and stay healthy, andā¦
perhaps the understanding that Earth is temporary, but who they are is forever.