A friend replies…
No certainty, no given, no absolute…she just left, and you never got over it.
Never said do not use words. If you extract your head from your anus, you might read better.
Plus you will receive more oxygen to the brain.
Again…
Females are natural filtering agencies. Genetic.
Nobody conspired in other species, to keep males out.
It is what it is.
Males must prove themselves worthy, making them the creative sex.
You have been excluded now that females have been released from paternalistic limitations back into the wild…plus contraceptives and abortion options.
Male advantages are made illegal, and strictly regulated. This leaves us boys out on the ledge.
Females converted to memetic filters, often contradicting their previous genetic filtering evolved disposition: Feminization.
Nihilism.
I don’t blame Ecmandu for going insane.
He broke.
Could not adapt, failed to diagnose the situation accurately.
Instead he demonized females, for being female.
He is, as most Nihilist, a romantic, a naive idealist who was shattered by the real.
Others become messiahs, others pure Nihilists dismissing all human ideas as being equally wrong, or equally subjective, and social constructs.
Males not integrated into the system, as marriage and Paternalism intended with the strict control over male and female sexual behaviors, become lost…free-radicals seeking a master, an idea to give them an identity, to give their lives meaning.
Having rejected past, or being the product of mixed marriages, with a confused past, they go mad.
Most find in materialism a recyclable identity, others find it in an idol, like Nietzsche, or Spinoza, or Marx, or Hitler…or whomever feeds into their needs…some go inane, schizoid.
They hear voices, symbols become magical healing forces, the psychosomatic effect validating their power, shamans, gurus, priests.
Other find in words pride.
They declare themselves this or that, not having to prove anything with actions…simply stating it suffices when nobody will challenge you.
they use words to fabricate an identity to replace a despised past, or to fill in for a missing one…a missing father, for example.
They declare themselves this and that…words cast in the dark as bait.
Some collect words as defensive armor - amassing it, hoarding it, building thick defensive protective walls, to hide their ignorance within.
Nihilism = not the absence of meaning, purpose, god, morality…but the reaction to such an absence, painting the cosmos a dark negative, when it is a positive, for it produces life.
Nihilism, using words to fill in for what is missing.
Nihilism, detaching words form their references, to fabricate alternative realities…subjectivity of world creating words/symbols…one private universe for each one, and in each one the individual is god.
“Let there be light” god said, for first came the word, and the word was…GOD.