The man behind the Phred

What happened?

By the look of it, he probably had some teeth pulled out; he is wearing an apron that they provide in dental clinics.

Random is/was in a hospital with a fractured jaw, but why?

Someone decided to hit me and it broke my jaw.

Why did he do a thing like that?

Kid was an aggressive idiot with ptsd issues. I’ve since humiliated him greatly.

When are you going to get off the streets?

Why is it any of your business?

When are you going to learn to not ask questions that aren’t any of your business to Know? Are you that concerned about my well being, and if so, are you going to offer me a place to stay, offer to buy me drugs and food, etc, offer to find work for me to do to earn my Keep? Or, are you dissatisfied that being homeless has not yet broken me down and is looking like it never will.

I think it’s more the latter and I rather think you enjoy spreading around societally prescribed bad medicine of bad language and bad expectations to try to have me and others view homelessness as worse than it actually is. Not that it’s a bed of roses, but at the point of selling out and buying into bullshit and having the expectation linger in the air that I would stop my one man stand once I did so does no service in actually having me stop enjoying my life the best I can even though homeless and even though I’m now under worse attack than ever before.

I deserve more money for what I do, but I don’t expect it from a broken and ass backwards world. Now, get out of my face, little girl.

I’m still waiting to see just what it is I need to learn about the world that people supposed I didn’t learn in elementary school, middle school, high school, my jobs I’ve had, on the internet, etc. I’m waiting to see just what it is I’ve missed that people hint that I still need to learn.

Im pretty sure ive seen it and its mostly the same old thing of intimidation and threats designed to get me to shut up and bend to what the world is or be broken by it, yet ive been fighting that for years already withiut being unduly intimidated or threatened by it, without being broken. Am i supposed to fear death more now or something? Im just curious because it seems that people must have thought me to be more bluff and blather than actual substance, must have expected me to be cowards like theyve often found themselves to be.

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The truth is that insanity is vastly more boring than sanity. It’s completely predictable, predictably insane and predictably the sanest thing since everyone is insane. It’s the most widespread, lied about, openly admitted, disease of boredom.

To be sane is vastly more insane, vastly more interesting in its boring approach to an insanity it’s already tasted and been and found sanity through the pain of retarded bullshit. It’s like watching paint dry. Those who don’t understand consider it a waste of time.

The sad Part? You actually thought being sane was boring. It was just another way of doing the same thing. Just rebellion against the norm and normal. Insanity is the preferred method of the masses, didn’t you know? We just call it different things.
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I can ride my bike with no bike at all. I call it walking. It’s a new invention. Eventually everyone will be using it, but I’ll always be the best at it since I started using it first. I’m just looking for an investor so I can begin mass production of it.

So… Meth has become boring and pointless. I’m almost really disappointed by the drugs that the world has to offer. Shit, they’re not even as bad or as good as simple sobriety. Oh well. Live and learn, I guess. It’s almost a pity that I didn’t even get to act like a retard while on drugs like so many other people got to do. All just calm and chill and doing my thing and not even fitting in. It’s like, one of these things is not like the others, one of these things just don’t belong. And then I move on and the awkward part is that I’m moving on while still sticking around and having to deal with people who honestly think I want to still hang out with them after being heavily disrespected and almost taken advantage of almost screwed over. Callin my name as I walk down the street expecting me to turn my head and just come running over like a dog when called, but I just keep walking.

Is it my fault that I had a lonely upbringing where I played every game by myself and got really good at it? I bet it is. I bet I planned it all out before I was even born, cause I’m like all super mastermind and clever like that. Time loops never collapse on themselves. >_>

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Is such a thing patentable?

Perhaps, but I’m afraid that it would lose the quality that attracted me to it once mass-produced. they’d want to streamline it, and then try to figure out a way to profit off of it and there’s not much money to be made off what we came into this world with the use of. Maybe if we got rid of wheeled things and returned to before that invention of non-necessity, but I doubt such a lazy society will be quick to depart down that road. We’ve turned large profits on non-necessity items, after all.

I guess our taxes pay for us having the privilege to walk upon pavements, so not so much patentable as taxable.

Things I’ve learned in life:

  1. We all have our demons, no matter what you want to call them.
  2. Real strength isn’t about muscles.
  3. The darkest hour never comes in the night.
  4. The only thing you should fear is fear.
  5. No matter what, bad things will always happen.
  6. No matter what, good things will always happen
  7. Science, Religion, and everything along those lines all acknowledge the same things; just by different names.
  8. Where proof ends, faith begins.
  9. Nothing is ever more than just a passing moment in life.
  10. At your weakest moments, you will find strength you never knew you had.
  11. At your strongest moments, there will always be some thing that humbles you.
  12. You can only avoid your problems for so long before they catch up to you.
  13. Everyone lies; nobody wants to hear the truth all the time.
  14. There are exceptions to every rule, but the stereotypes drown them out.
  15. Change is the essence of life; learn to let go and move with life.
  16. You should never close your heart for fear of being hurt.
  17. Suffering breeds knowledge and wisdom and gives depth to your character.
  18. So does smiling and laughing and having fun when you can.
  19. All things have a balance to them.
  20. Nothing is really bad or good; it simply just ‘is’.
  21. The more you try to control things, the more frustrated you will be.
  22. Learn to love and love to learn.
  23. Be the change you want to see in the world.
  24. Nobody is perfect and you aren’t, either; we all do the best we can with what we’ve been given and what we have available.
  25. I am not my parents, though I act like them from time to time.
  26. Friends should not define who you are to the point where it compromises who you want to be.
  27. Just because something is illegal doesn’t mean it’s wrong.
  28. Just because something is legal doesn’t mean it’s right.
  29. We’re all going to die someday so the material possessions we may accumulate mean absolutely nothing.
  30. Love and life and family and love is all there is that really means anything.

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