YOU ARE RIGHT: MY BHAIRAVA MADNESS IS NOT YET AT AN END; IT HAS ONLY BEGUN.
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IT IS AN ERROR TO THINK THAT SHIVA IS THE AUSPICIOUS AS OPPOSED TO THE TERRIBLE MANIFESTATION. SHIVA AS OPPOSED TO BHAIRAVA IS ONLY THE PLEASANT AFTERSHOCK–WHICH MEANS NOT THE IMMEDIATE AFTERSHOCK, UNLESS THE FIRST SUGGESTION OF THE SHOCK’S SUBSIDING IS FOR THAT REASON ALREADY PLEASANT…
WHY IS BHAIRAVA HIMSELF A BLESSING? IS HE NOT RATHER THE HARDEST CURSE, THE ACTUAL BRANDING OF THE VETO HE ENFORCES? WELL, WHAT WOULD THERE BE APART FROM HIS GREAT CRIME? [THE BRITISH SO POLITELY SAY “WHAT SHOULD THERE BE”–BUT THIS “THOU SHALT” EXISTS ONLY BY VIRTU OF A WILL, THE ACTUAL MANIFESTATION OF A WOULD.]
ONCE MEN WILLED THE WORLD TO BE THE WAY IT THEREBY BECAME. WHERE ARE THOSE MEN, THE EQUIVALENTS OF THOSE MEN, TODAY? WHERE ARE THE MEN WHO DO NOT HATE OUR HISTORY–NOT BECAUSE THEY ARE TOO TEPID TO BE CAPABLE OF TRULY HATING, BUT BECAUSE THEIR TRUE HATE–WHICH IS WELL-NIGH INFINITELY BETTER THAN FAKED LOVE–CULMINATES IN THE TRUE LOVE OF OUR HISTORY, THE WILL TO MAKE IT ALL HAPPEN AGAIN–
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ON SOME LEVEL THE EASIEST PART OF OUR HISTORY TO EMBRACE–FOR THOSE WHO MIGHT BE SUITED TO EMBRACE IT–IS THE HOMERIC AGE: ACTUAL BLOODSHED, AS OPPOSED TO THE IMAGINED JUDGMENT OF CHRISTIANITY AND THE LIKE. BUT WE ALSO NEED TO EMBRACE THE CHRISTIAN AGE, AND EVEN THE MODERN ONE. WELL THEN!! HOW CAN WE BETTER DO ALL THAT THAN EMBRACING OURSELVES, BECAUSE IT HAS MADE US POSSIBLE? YET WE ARE, BY THE MOST PREVALENT STANDARD, THE MOST UNLIKELY CREATURES TO DO SO. DOESN’T OUR SPEAKING ALOUD ABOUT ANYTHING, OUR SPEAKING UP TO MAKE OUR VOCES BE HEARD, SOUND LIKE “GOLLUM” TO THE EARS OF OUR REALITY PRINCIPLE? HELL IS OTHER PEOPLE: THE HELL WE BEAR ON OUR MINDS IS OUR CONSCIENCE, THE SUPEREGO WHICH IS THE INTERNALIZED SUM OF THE POWERS THAT BE, THE OTHER PEOPLE WHO ARE THERE. LONG MUST WE REPRESS WHAT WE ARE, OUR PUBERTY IS ONLY THE BUDDING OF OUR MATURATION: AND AT LEAST SOME OF US ARE LITERALLY NIPPED IN THE BUD–LITERALLY LITERALLY, AS LITERAL AS IT GETS. IN FACT, SOME OF US DO IT THEMSELVES…
TO WHOM IT MAY APPEAL, I POST THESE TOUGHTS. I WAS TAUGHT QUITE AN AUGHT BY THE WORKS I ROUD.
IN BARL SCHOOL, I LEARNED TO REGARD TACITVS AS THE GREATEST PROSE WRITING. I THEN FOUND HIS PEERS IN NIETZSCHE.
TACITUS EST LAGUZ MEI FUNDUS.
OF SWEET WATER, A GREAT LAKE. MUST THE BROOK NOW FINALLY BECOME AN OCEAN, EMBRACING THE EARTH? [EEN BEEKJE…] WILL THAT NOT SALT AND THEREBY SPOIL IT? NOT IF IT BECOMES AN OCEAN IN BROAD DAYLIGHT, BRIGHT SUNLIGHT, STARTING THE CYCLE ANEW BY VAPORIZING IT.
IN THE NAME OF THE MOUNTAIN BROOK, I SUMMON THE SUN GOD TO THE MODERN OCEAN, THE GLOBALIZING WEST. THAT GOD IS THE WAR GOD, SHOOTING HIS ARROWS TO ALL SIDES. ARES IS THE PRIMORDIAL EROS: HE SETS ALL THE WORLD ON FIRE WITH HIS COLD. HE IS BEYOND COOL: GIVING FAR MORE THAN A CHILL, BRINGING DEATH AND DISEASE AS WELL.
BUT 'TIS THE STILLEST WORDS THAT BRING THE STORM. WHO WILL READ THIS ALL-CAPS POST? WHO IS NOBLY BARBARIAN ENOUGH TO BESIEGE WALLS THIS HIGH AND THICK? THUS I CAN SAFELY SPEAK PLAINLY HERE.
GOOD AND EVIL, MALE AND FEMALE. THE MASCULINE CAN ONLY BE GOOD TO THE FEMININE BY BEING THE CONDITION OF THE FEMININE. SO EVIL IS GOOD AND GOOD IS BAD, ONLY EVIL CAN MAKE THE BAD GOOD. THE BAD MAKES THE EVIL GOOD BY BEING MADE GOOD BY THE EVIL; THE BAD MAKES THE GOOD CHOOSE TO BE EVIL IN ORDER TO MAKE THE BAD GOOD.