Haven't slept for more than two hours in last few days

You know what… I watch a lot of Doctor Who. Had a bit of a crush on Clara, but couldn’t understand a damn thing she said in the 50th anniversary special. I could make the individual words out, but the pattern was bizarre.

Since I deal with a wide range of history… for example I’m interested in all Greek history, but as a philosopher only care about Ancient to Byzantine Greek (hence Koine)… I don’t want to pronounce it like a modern Greek… but pronouncing it like in ancient times, not as appealing. I just want to say it in as close to a standard American accent as I can, as the word is commonly said in philosophy circles. It always bother me when I see someone talk in English change their accent to speak another language. I gotta do it for Chinese, but not as much for Japanese (I did have one semester of Japanese).

I’m not certain I can come back and say the names with a American accent.

Clara, that is, Jenna Coleman, has a Lancashire accent. It’s not especially strong though and I’m surprised you found the pattern bizarre. I do find though, and this isn’t intended as a criticism, that the American accent is fairly monotone, so to you, British accents must sound all over the place, in pitch and tone, that is.

Some I can’t understand. Sounds like someone in Boston talking through a snorkle.

And I knew the location too… yeah, I as a INTJ fall for FPs rather easily. I try not to. I just see her and go mushy. I’m a deeply disturbed MSN, saw all sorts of hate articles by women saying they hate men who are attracted to her, as a one dimensional character.

Not sure I fully understand all those abbreviations… But I do happen to know that Jenna Coleman is playing Queen Victoria in a TV series soon.

I know that. I’m sure I will hate her in it and it will break the spell.

See, I have a deeply childish side that my ability to rationalize has very little control over. I used to go to small playhouses a lot… one just opened near me oddly enough (playing cinderalla for it’s first show, I’m not watching Cinderella). The one by my old base in Alaska got used to me showing up everytime a new show would open, so the director invited me to a after hours party. I’m not a party person. I can host a party just fine, but dammit, never invite me. I turn into a wallflower, not because of low self esteem as is culturally presumed, but because my social capacity goes numb and us easily overwhelmed. I get aloof, want to leave, standing clenched fist or grinding my teeth.

Think Mr. Darcy, or James Bond… both INTJs (personality)… bad at parties unless in a mission.

So I’m at this party, know they are actors… they start talking. Accents… different. I knew this on a intellectual level, but a part of me was still shocked. I didn’t like it. They completely changed their character, and I was a fish out of water.

I like my actors staying typed casted. Makes it easier on me. I don’t like hearing Nicole Kidman talk like a normal American, then switch to a crazy Australian accent. I’m like ahhahaghghhhhh when I hear that. Why? I don’t know, and I usually know these things.

If I see her acting as a different person, that attraction is likely to collapse. Of course I know Jenna isn’t Clara, but a primitive aspect of me doesn’t.

I can only play the dynamic social extrovert when I have a clear mission at hand. I can’t do it otherwise. I can’t juggle women being Jekyll and Hyde in terms of attraction, and every actress wants to be just that.

Like, I never watched another Keira Knightley movie after Pride and Prejudice, as I’m content to leave her adorable in that movie. Unfortunately, I saw her in a movie as a angry Dyke mercenary… Domino… so I’m worried if I ever end up in a relationship with a woman like her in Pride and Prejudice… which sounds great… She can turn at anytime into a angry gun fitting bitch raging against society rmtdying to kill me.

Now like, this is admittedly women in general. They do both, but it bothers me. I don’t want to look at a friendly face I’m melting over, and wake up next to a psychotic years later. I wish I never saw Domino.

Maybe she’s not good enough to do a different character.

Maybe I won’t ever know the truth of the matter.

Besides, I think I liked her hair more than her personality, and Queen Elizabeth had some shitty hair. I’m easily tricked by nice hair, I really hate that about me.

Have you slept yet?

Yeah, I slept.

Gave your said more than one line yet?

Depends on how poorly I use my grammar.

I prefer to fling mine wildly, overcomes most language of philosophy issues by superior elan.

Sounds like something Trixie would do.

He says he isn’t that kind of Tranny. Drama queen tantrums are always heard, similar principle.

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Fucking Keira Knightly, wearing wigs to confuse guys like me.

I’m striking her off my list. No longer do I want to bone her/ think she is a great actress.

If a actress makes me want to sex her, she is a great actress, but the second I don’t want to, she is a terrible actress. It is how that works.

And that would make you a great actor.

How? How is me getting a boner every time I look at a pretty actress going to earn me a Oscar?

Honestly, I’ve been doing this for years, how do I cash in?

If your boner is proof of the greatness of acting, for acting is generic as an art form and not persona specific, then it must go both ways, and she is great for her talent in the ability to arouse you, nothing less, and her significance as an artist is focused in this area. Therefore, if so, then she serves no other function then a porn star.

Therefore, if this was the only focus of her acting ability, then you too must share in the act. But to believe this, given others’ already well known expose of Your talents, this would make you a great actor also, albeit one, who is only playing another role.

I wouldn’t go to the extent you can make money off it, but at least share in attributes which define both: you and her, in a reverse projection of limited roles.

There have been a steady readily available over exuberant fans, whose eagerness have resulted the fan’s elevation into the realm of notoriety. The play’the fan’ is a good example of it.

For a minute I thought you had me trapped.

Go into porn

And with a porn name like Turd Ferguson, you could get into German porn and start earning EUs.

I’d suggest Japanese porn. Heard they have a severe shortage of male pornstars…