Because money has a major role in modern society, it’s something he has grown to hate because he doesn’t hold a huge amount to grant him the “freedom” at the level he desires, which basically means free from others telling him what to do, at the same time he succumbs to it as he struggles with alternative ways to survive in the modern world.
In this circumstance, earning never really holds significant weight, it’s always tainted due to the nature of transaction or exchange, a bitter reminder. For the chaotic mind, it becomes patronizing. At the same time, he needs money, he needs the people he works for, he needs modern society a lot more than he likes to think, this contributes to the rage.
Play a game of damnation within a game of salvation eternally(check)
Buy a huge dildo (No longer necessary)
Regain some of my Mojo(check)
Sing and dance until flying high(check)
Travel…(Coming soon to a town near you and I’m bringing a guest! )
Dream again (In progress)
Emote, manifest, rearrange (check)
Win! (check) Ierr is going to have to award not ‘a’ prize but ‘the’ prize now that he’s dangled the carrot.
Have JSS agree with my superior intellect.(check) It’s on JSS!
Have one of my threads locked. (check)
Debate moot ridiculousness with phantom liars. (check)
Subjectivity/objectivity/stoopidodditty (check)
Growth-g=worth-rth=ow!(check)
Order band-aids (check)
Up the WillPower (check)
Ignore Temptation (my goose is cooked)
Mentally forge a complete philosophy (In progress)
Eternity is only eternity POV (check)
Compassion for all even through clenched teeth (check)
Make love, not war (Soon)
Jog through various mental landscapes, searching…(In Progress)
Never become calculating (check)
Intensify hatred of technology [freeware, spyware, adware, hardware, software, malware, crap-wares in every shape and size, techno-dystopia’s, tech-hor’s (not appetizing or dateable at all)] (In Progress)
Have Depeche Mode’s sweat drip from their brows onto my brows. XTC!<–Stalking these guys!
Trust again and more than ever before (check)
Fall fast and hard and be caught unexpectedly by gentle sweetness. (check)
Play a game of damnation within a game of salvation eternally(check)
Buy a huge dildo (No longer necessary)
Regain some of my Mojo(check)
Sing and dance until flying high(check)
Travel…(Coming soon to a town near you and I’m bringing a guest! )
Dream again (check)
Emote, manifest, rearrange (check)
Win! (check) Ierr is going to have to award not ‘a’ prize but ‘the’ prize now that he’s dangled the carrot.
Have JSS agree with my superior intellect.(check) It’s on JSS!
Have one of my threads locked. (check)
Debate moot ridiculousness with phantom liars. (check)
Subjectivity/objectivity/stoopidodditty (check)
Growth-g=worth-rth=ow!(check)
Order band-aids (check)
Up the WillPower (check)
Ignore Temptation (my goose is cooked)
Mentally forge a complete philosophy (In progress)
Eternity is only eternity POV (check)
Compassion for all even through clenched teeth (check)
Make love, not war (check)
Jog through various mental landscapes, searching…(In Progress)
Never become calculating (check)
Intensify hatred of technology [freeware, spyware, adware, hardware, software, malware, crap-wares in every shape and size, techno-dystopia’s, tech-hor’s (not appetizing or dateable at all)] (In Progress)
Have Depeche Mode’s sweat drip from their brows onto my brows. XTC!<–Stalking these guys!
Trust again and more than ever before (check)
Fall fast and hard and be caught unexpectedly by gentle sweetness. (check)
So far as is known death is the cessation of consciousness and eternally so too. Assuming that to be true then I have no problem in being dead for ever
I quite like the idea of never experiencing suffering once I do die. Now one is only alive for an infinitesimal amount of time compared to how long one
may be dead for. In that respect a good death is more important than a good life. As life is not the final destination merely a brief stop along the way
I’d very much like to see you do all of these. The sugar induced coma thing might be a bit scary as I’m not sure you’ll come out of it alive (I’m not sure how sugar induced comas work–can you die from them?), but they will be a triumph in the name of humanity for sure.
As for your counter insurgency… that would be cool too!