Listening tp bach’a violin concerto and then read this and in the mood for crying its a grey and somber day anyway
If you want a literal visual representation of what you are going though would be good to watch is frederico fellini’s La Strada when the little lady says and this is the same line as the title of the forum : ‘rhe clown is dead’.
Synopsis:
“When Gelsomina (Giulietta Masina), a naïve young woman, is purchased from her impoverished mother by brutish circus strongman Zampanò (Anthony Quinn) to be his wife and partner, she loyally endures her husband’s coldness and abuse as they travel the Italian countryside performing together. Soon Zampanò must deal with his jealousy and conflicted feelings about Gelsomina when she finds a kindred spirit in Il Matto (Richard Basehart), the carefree circus fool, and contemplates leaving Zampanò.”
Have you ever tried St Johns Wort Trixiebelle? it’s from a beautiful yellow flower, of which you can either take capsules or make tea with the flowers. I have one in my garden, but I’ve never used it for a pick-me-up tea.
I have said this before… Get out of your adult head and get back to play like a child. We are all told again and again to grow up, screw that, keep that kid in you handy. Go be a kid at least once a day for an hour or so.
Do not take upon yourself the task of stopping the genetic bulldozer that is human history. We are in WWIII. It’s just that nations are no longer at war; ideologies and their groups are. The DNA machine is a good idea, worthy of consideration.
Take care of yourself. You have much to offer the world.
HAHAHA isn’t all out to lunch. Sometimes the surrealism of circumstance is enough to make one laugh.
Sounds like you’ve got those old, genetic entrapment blues.
You sometimes piss me off, but I like you!
My therapist has advised me to look back at the times in my past when I was most happy in an attempt to resurrect my absent muse. It’s not bad advice. Go back, Trixie, to the life and thoughts that made you glad to be alive. I’m sure these exist. Looking back may be the key to looking forward.
A hot Hypericum (St Johns Wort) tea, or a tea with milk and two sugars?
This is the shrub in question: flowers can be dried for all year round use… it works. It needs cutting back some come Autumn… as it grows quickly throughout the season. I can dry the flowers and post it to you Trix or buy a Hypericum Hidcote on eBay or Amazon and grow your own.