Oh, you mean don’t fall down, don’t show where you break, where you can’t take anymore; just be like everyone else and hide the truth and be more of a cliche than they are, those who really need chapstick for their vaginas after I get through with them. No thanks.
What people would say of people like me is that we need to learn to bend, but we bend with the flow more than many others that expect us to bend to their way of things; to bend or to be broken. Yet, those others do not bend toward our way. I’m tired of doing all the bending, all the breaking; and these children are spoiled, are wrong and are very petty and vindictive for lack of understanding of themselves as well as others. They abuse psychology, abuse so many other aspects of humanity to do what they do, are vastly intelligent for being so stupid and while it hurts at times being the nail that sticks out and gets hammered for it, I don’t regret a single thing that I do.
The only reason why this request would or should be denied is due to simple policy held by the admins here that states that doing such is not a part of their accepted policy. They would not delete my posts nor my account because they don’t do that to anybody or for anybody.
That, and I have a sneaking suspicion that I’m liked more than people let on. But why should I hide how I feel and what I want? Why should I hide my humanity, my emotion, just to soothe others who can not be soothed? We all break, we all fall down whether we do it publicly or privately and the hiding of it, the lying about it to appear to be stronger than we actually are and the pretense of knowing what we’re doing while doing those things does breed a lot of what is wrong in society that I fight and through fighting, I make them show their weaknesses for anybody who can see them, which is why they hate me for it and call me hypocrite for being the same as them, which I do not try to hide and they further hate me for that because I’m going against what they want, what they’re comfortable with that destroys much of what I love about life.
So, thank you… but, I know what I’m doing. It’s hard as Hell and highly painful, to heart, soul, mind and body. But through this hard path that I walk, I become stronger for it than many others. I bear up under it better than so many others because I show my weaknesses as others see them and claim them not to be weaknesses, not to be an illness but a genuine reaction to so many things. A natural response. Where so many others try to be cool and strong, I actually succeed in those things by not even trying. Just by being true to myself and true to so many other things.