Hello, Carleas or Magsj.
I would like to reiterate my name change request, perhaps it went unnoticed, perhaps my lack giving an adequate reason may be the cause of non response,
but maybe You are just too busy.
My name change is not really meaningless, and has
to do with feelings which surfaced along the way.
I may dvelve only on passing into these, to support
my request. it has to do with the earnestness with
which I have empowered my residence here, the amount of work and the seeming carelessness with which I have thrown some feelings encapsulated into
some ideas that have been discussed.
But ultimately, it deals with a deeper structural
change. I do not wish to change persona. By
abandoning thenoreviousnone, and come up Among others with another one, and so hide my previous incarnation, since in my case it may not work, in fact
I know it will not.
However, my entry here to ILP revolved around a
charming painting by Rosseau, aptly titled ‘Charm’,
and here notably, the idea of three is a charm, reminds me of the long standing battles I have been waging with the demons, whose brotherhood I have
been for long trying to shake.
Nevertheless the man in the middle is only staring
back at me through three mirrors, and this has
always been the case, and I have been in a sore spot ever since I can remember, of being drawn to an intellectual way of interpreting selfhood,most ignoring
the man to the left of me and to the right.
Or be is most appropriate at this point to seek that
focus, because if anything, I would like to convey a
sense of not having relinquished the humorous side of brotherhood, and not to forget that sister I never had a chance to find.
For these reasons, among others I apply for the
name change. That it will strike some members as
odd, that such is attempted, is diminished in my mind by the fact that others have done the same on occasion.
Thank You for indulging me, and await Your kind
decision. In any case, I will rest however it turns
out.
As Always, Orbie
