Wanting to be god over all beings is always an abuse of power. It generates nasty nasty nasty karma.
The only use of power that doesn’t is to make everyone into their own god without harming anyone.
I want trixie in particular to meditate upon this.
You even get bad karma for believing or empowering such gods.
Now you know how to find a false god.
Being a god is not possible, therefore getting bad karma for wanting to be a god is not possible.
I’m simply telling you, wanting to be above others causes bad karma. Working to make everyone liberated from consent violating zero sum realities gives god karma.
I know you well enough to know you want to be a leader over others. That’s bad karma.