Wendy, since they alternate , for me its a matter of speeding up the alternator. Of sped up through the drive train to a sufficient rate of rpm’s I will be a bad judge of whether the impetus of my revolutionary ideas are more tuned toward artistic efforts either for it’s own sake, or for others; or whether it’s for really effective utility of required various types of constructions I would hazard to put my efforts to, mainly in order to be of service to others.
I am speedy as well the whirring machinery working in the highest gear, and changing my biochemistry will only change the rate at which both will function.
Let me clarify:
When the alternator switches to a very low gear, the two types of endeavors will change, the differential enabling a long enough time to appear as of I’m merely idling . At that time, whatever I’m on, will appear to be the derived root of my intended product. The self serving art for its own sake , will tend to be expressed by most naturalistic stylistic rubrics, and as its sped up , it went through the various stages , up toward the literal expressive nature of an abstractly expressed expression. But if it changes gears, in a machine comprised of seeking innumerable changing gears, a strange thing may occur, the artistic phenomena can transform like some kind of Fourier mystery tour into installations of machine art, where art itself can become a functional transport of reality as it should be , changing and moving things and people.
The modus operans of such as can happen on very strong stimulants like lycergoc acid, mushrooms,
and stuff like that, is a biofeedback of such heightened sensibility that the fear of gaining the ground may be an actual possibility
In cases of such large infusions of creativity , the function and the , the utility, and the appearance of the installed reality bite, can summon an entropy of existential hyper compression, where analysis of the motive to create a link between the intentional apparition of the beginning of the inspirational chain and it’s eventual target , become defused by severing. the drive train from the power source.
Although such achievement of the neural state can be achieved, if left intended in a hyperglide for too long, it can usher in a permanent state of total mechanical transformation, where, the rusted parts could de-activate the whole system, resulting in a imminent journey to the junkyards.
Note: as strange as it sounds, such wrecks can be transfixed into permanent collections of installed junk for fun aesthetics.