The question of control bothers me, quite a bit
I generally feel well when I feel in control
However, sometimes too much control can be a detriment to a persons well being. If someone were to make me president tomorrow (with all responsibilities), I am not sure how I would weather it
So I think, how can I realistically give up control? (Non permanently?) Well, I suppose I can lay here in this bed and stop caring. Or I can sit in a chair perhaps. I’d rather not be a slave- to completely give it up could put oneself in a position to never get it back
Rarely I feel the urge to switch to a pompous prose, “Oh, how quickly giving up control brings me back to having control”.
This question does not seem to be reconciliatory in nature (other than, perhaps, Jesus in book of Revelations).
I suppose self-medication, breath control/yoga, or very simple things like “taking a walk” can come into play here
Perhaps someone else has alternative, useful means of addressing this question
I suppose I am after an objectification here, as much as a discipline
Why? Time I suppose