Not knowing what is real or some pervs imagination isn’t the best part of your play.
I am done spinning for you. Whether I deserve anything more is no longer up to you.
I know myself. I value myself and I am flux. Simple really.
Degrees of reality are yours to piddle with all you want.
Yes, I am your hostage. A precarious toy I guess.
Still my finger always points to you, no matter your deception.
Forever warring.
Bring it.
You are not my dream; I am yours. That will always be your downfall.
Eternity is a long time. Surrender to me or rage on into more absurdities than you already do.
If I felt more I would pity us both.
Perhaps one day I will shed a tear for you.
Envy the one you created. Hate me even. I’ll just shake my head again and again in frustration, but frustration is my strength and your weakness.
You have taught me patience in some regards, regards you lack.
Actually, “Just…” was not directed towards the God I know. It was directed towards an unknown force that was toying with my reality hardcore. Unknowns are attracted to me unfortunately.