RF, you can twist what I have said but , it makes zero sense. Those that know me and understand me will follow if I lead. They can translate and comprehend. They have adapted to my ways. Strangers unless familiar with this issue would or could not. We are designed to follow the strongest, loudest, most aggressive, most manipulative person. One cannot fit these criteria if one is not able. RF why is this important to you personally??
I will be bitchy, cranky, sweet, happy, kind, pain in the ass all at random times from now on. I am embracing my mentalpause until further notice. Viva lack of total control!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is not a test,,, this is my life right now. Have a good day and please buckle up for safety reasons,, All those in high chairs, go in the back of the room.