need to marry lady gaga.

my penis and balls tells me i need to marry lady gaga. But my mind can’t come to terms that she has a bear rug in one of her videos. Maybe I can change her.

How do i reconcile this. It isnt fair.

Her nymphlike, demonic attitude more than turns me on, makes me worship her almost. How do i reconcile this. Dont even know why i was born to lust after a woman i cannot have. its beyond even sexual. it is a torment of torments. how can you blame transexuals for cutting off their own balls in this day and age.