That’s your self awareness talking.
Women don’t grasp how men judge beauty in women. Naturally, even with prostetics in, we will instantly tell something is off with your awareness situationally, as well as the creases around your eyes wont be right, or your failure to make eye contact.
1000 years ago,this may of been adeal breaker, but doubtful even then. One of the cutest women I ever met had a lazy eye,a few of us were sent from from Anchorage Alaska to a fuck in in the ass, much colder base up in Fairbanks, Alaska. I was with them in sitting on chairs along the wall where this private sat, none of us could fuckimg figure out who she was looking at. Did we notice the lazy eye? Instantly. But we also noted her hair, nice skin, how she kept her lips, how she held her hands, etc. I still do, last I saw those other guys, they do. She remained 100% fuckable.
I also hit on a very pregnant eoman once, I decided when I was trying out for the rangers I didn’t want to eat in the Ranger Cafeteria, and a bunch of us went over to the engineer’s cafeteria right across the street. A very beautuful woman, a MP at that, stood next to me,and I just got a irrestible urge to flirt with her (extremely rare),and since I never looked farther south than her breasts, never notived the giant swollen belly till we both got out of line,then she started laughing at my shock and walked off.
We are able to accept blemishes in women if their personality overrides them. If you look beaming, a guy can overlook any disability. Just keep a decent face and positive attitude. Nature provided us a brutally accurate apparatus that gets around most makeup, we can tell if something is off,but we can also say to ourselves this woman is worth it.
Especially given optical and DNA advancements,yiu dont seem to have anything paralyzing,just your eyes. Even if a kid inherited something, it wouldnt last 20,000 generations. That kid will see someday, as will you, and furthermore, gene therapy may eliminate that birth defect. Guys have a rational side,can think these incredibly offensive anf cruel thoughts, but if you keep your hair nice, a smile and positive attitude,your youth will carry the day. You can’t think of your limitations or others will sense it.