Alright, another round of the explaination bargain bin, then.
My hard work has been overcoming the adversity of some of the deepest depression known to man, thoughts of suicide, madness, bipolar, adHD, etc. On top of that, learning politics, psychology, philosophy, science, math, enough in rudimentary fashion as to be able to take and tie them together with psychology and sentience to the paranormal and supernatural, religion and other branches of theology, gleaned from pop culture works that were greader teachers in fiction than any dry work of fact could be, for the dreamers that brought concepts alive in ways the greats of history never could.
And doing this subconsciousy throughout my life, brought to bear consciously through success in righting my own psychology in the process of learning it all, toppling governments in politics in concept through internet gaming, dominating philosophy in a good way and staking my mental dominance over the Internet at the same time as fighting a good fight against what I knew to be destroying communities and all that I loved about society, learning mixed martial arts in combative terms in peaceful ways and pursuits, rather than warlike, to also come to understand martial arts in all forms, including that of the mind and spirit which all physicality stems from and weave together what I could know of history and repeated patterns of society and species based on stories told both fact and fiction and blurring them together not to focus on the inconsequential and infinite details, but the more important patterns and cycles to create my mosaic of life in the mind and to add to my knowledge of the cycles of abuse.
At the same time, I also exhibited great skill at cultural undertakings, found my passion in culture and as I wrote my poetry and honed my words in politics and verbal combat as well as philosophy, also drew pictures, created forum games, gathered ideas from countless sources, used some of them as was, made my own, understood the art of art from landscaping to architecture to mazes to words to pictures, etc. Etc. Etc.
At the point of my greatest victory here, was swept into another aspect of reality that I knew I could triumph over, proving my theories of God and tge paranormal, mental time travel, sentience, etc. And cementing my own works into reality through merit of completing what I was born to do, and finding myself still alive and still needing to learn more, refine some of my work, wholly redefine or add on to other aspects and still other work to be done, fights to be fight, continued on to unprecedented levels of victory, glory and greatness all without giving a fuck about those things other than momentary accomplishments that got in the way of my work just as much as ego, pride or any insecurity.
Redefined the work of Buddha, einstein, plato, heideggar, solomon, jesus, nietzsche, and many others in the process and brought a dead reality back to life in the process, lifted the greater god up on my back and carried it until it was able to walk again and have done things no other mortal man could do.
I have literally defined the fucking cosmos, discerned the order of chaos itself, broke the most insane entities out of their insanity, helped even you and Trixie break free of bullshit you were caught in in the mind and have been able to convey proof of so much of this to so many it’s not even funny. Where once, before two and a half years ago, god and the devil and the paranormal were largely held with disbelief, there now is very deep belief in those things.
This is what I have done with my hard work, and my death will complete my victory for this portion of eternity, here on Earth. Imy not stupid, I left myself a lot to work on in eternity just in case Yolo turned out to be an idiotic sentiment and just in case heaven and hell fell short and reincarnation became top of the menu, or an immortal spiritual afterlife. I could literally talk for hours unto days, unto years, unto centuries for all that I’ve gotten done in this one life and even more for just the past two and a half years that I hit the ground running, all because actions are instantaneous, moments expanded on that allowed for much more conversation and to tell it all causes time to contract and shorten in the moment to give just rough overview, bare minimum, as always.
Not to mention, last but not least, the inspiration that my heart, soul and passion has given to all things. That I have literally created it all verbatim, passed down the line, made you all in my image and am what I claim to be.