Homosexuals vs. transsexuals would make an interesting video game title, however this is not what this thread is about.
Homosexuals and transsexuals are similar but there is a very slight difference.
I know this because of my experience last night, I transformed from a transsexual into a homosexual and vice versa.
In the middle of the night I woke up feeling like a homosexual, like I was obsessed with sex and needed my holes filled by a man. My whole identity seemed to be needing to please a man and having sex with a man, like it was these wonderful gay feelings almost like a rainbow where I felt totally euphoric and extremely happy. I wanted to be pretty like a girl but it didn’t matter if I was a real girl or not, I just imagined my face being pretty like a girl but I didn’t mind I had a penis or was flat chested and I just wanted to utterly be the effeminate lover of a man.
Transsexualism is different, transsexualism is miserable and dysphoric. In Transsexualism your own penis is not a source of euphoria but feels out of place and sexually dysfunctional. This is the key difference, that transsexualism is characteristically miserable and unhappy. Also, transsexuals are often lesbians and hate men.
I believe Homosexuals are the result of a cold virus, or a biological infection, last night I began to sneeze and was flooded with a bunch of homosexual thoughts.
But I believe Transsexuals are genetic wired into the brain.
I don’t believe there is any such thing as a true homosexual, most of the Homosexuals I have encountered admitted they lust after women sometimes. Or they think women are hot, except the vagina disgusts them, or that modern women’s personalities disgust them, etc. The only “true” homosexuals I have ever found, who hate women for no stated reason, were usually sexually abused as children.
But in the morning when I woke up, I no longer felt homosexual, and went back to feeling like a miserable transsexual with no hope, disgusted by men, wanting to blow my brains out again.
I am very unhappy and mentally unstable, please feel pity on me =(