I need help. I had a dream that we were in town, driving past the autoshop saw someone who was like my mother. Doubled back, but we got there too slowly. Couldn’t find her again. Then I was in ninja school, constantly trying to hide the fact that I was a tranny, because the teacher didn’t like trannies. He seemed to like men though, because he kept talking about men, their muscle structure, and he always went out of his way to touch the male students in class, especially their legs and hands. He was an excersize instructor, and he made us sing Carols. Being the only tranny in the room, I sung the most loudly, and then the people next door in the daycare complained, so he told us to keep it down.
Next thing you know, I was in the supermarket buying shit I didn’t need because it looked cool and had a “as seen on TV” advertisement on the label. I bought this thing, I forgot what it was for, but it was something I could use in real life. Scanned it and paid it with my credit card. Good thing my mother was there, because she revealed to me it was 109 dollars after I bought it. “Did you look at the price tag??” She said. I returned it, but they gave it in cash. This caused me to be paranoid, since I was unsure if I had incurred a fee by exceeding my credit card limit…after all I only had 100 dollars in the bank. I would have rather them just put in into my bank account, and not give me the money in person.
A magazine on the shelf distracted me. I could not help but pick it up, It had feminized maboobs (manboobs) but they weren’t very large. I could not help but see that he was butt naked. It was an ethnic man who rather resembled Nicholas Cage. His hips were like an angel, wider than DaVinci’s model but by no means was he an hourglass bimbo. My eyes were immediately gravitated towards his flaccid penis, which was almost 5 inches flaccid. I immediately began fantasizing about how he looked hard. I got extremely aroused and horny thinking about this, while thinking about his legs and hips too, which were quite fit and muscular like the rest of his body. His body was glistening in the morning sunlight, it was a dewy scene in a wooden backyard gazebo, covered in dark green shrubery, vinery, grassery, and forestry. Why do I keep having dreams like this?
Why do I keep having dreams like this…women in my dreams usually have penises too…I often have dreams with naked men in them at it turns me on…help me…i feel confused…sexually confused…In real life I don’t even like gay porn, I only watch lesbian porn, straight porn, trans porn or fetish porn. Gay porn mostly looks stupid and gross to me, I only watch it to laugh at it. The only time of gay porn i have ever enjoyed is hentai yaoi, and I haven’t even watched that in a while. In fact, I don’t even watch porn anymore. I don’t even like get aroused by guys in real life, I have slept with girls and I was aroused and lusting after them the whole time. So why do I dream about naked guys??? Please help me. I don’t even enjoy looking at magazines with guys in it. Help!
