Pneumatic-Coma wrote:If you wanna take it into the rant house, we can.... I'd feel a lot safer getting this forum to that board...
Random Factor wrote:There is no gavel to be banged in God's court and God, at a certain point, does let go.
Random Factor wrote:What's funnier is that's just a biased truth and thus a lie because while you're right in it seeming like theyre hypocritical, you're wrong for comparing it only on a black and white and shades of gray scale in a world abounding with color that, for its vast palettes, has more depth and variety and nuances to it, from subtle to obvious, simple to complex and all manners of seeming paradoxes that aren't paradox at all when you unravel them to see the differential nuances that call for both seeming extremes to exist and be right in context of the situation that woukd rightly call for it, which woukd be too few and far between in a society where the hate and propaganda and negativity spewing has, up to recently, drowned out the wisdom, insight and light of love from people like me and had effectively halted all outward advances of so many agreeably necessary portions of society such as law and order, psychology and medicine, mass media, culture, news, politics, theology which much to its haters' dismay does still have a lot of power to it and believers even in this modern age of reason that marks such beliefs to be fiction and theology being more than just religion, but all religions and beyond those to the teachings of monks, taoism, Buddhism, native American witch doctors, shamans and mythology, their communion with nature and the reality around them that not even every tribe or every person within a tribe believed in or did more than take part in the rituals just because it was the only acceptable behavior.
Random Factor wrote:The fact of the matter is that obviously those things cause problems and they are obviously natural reactions to strong emotion and they still cause people to fight from anger outbursts to petty and vindictive to even friendly competition with no hard feelings. The friendly competition is the largely desirable one, but in times of hardship, the other sort becomes necessary to give things the edge they need to get themselves and others through the storm. No amount of friendliness or knowledge of peace alone is enough to prepare for it and it us hell breaking a peaceful person who has done no wrong and suffers too easily already to get them to points where they'll be able to handle what life actually is.
Random Factor wrote:The fact is that bullying in itself was never a faulty mechanism until it was used irresponsibly. That, at the point of soneone knowing better and not being able to explain for shortness of time that woupd prevent the necessary arguments from having out and it taking far too much time for that.
Random Factor wrote:Hypocrisy is generally soneone doing something the wrong way while calling someobe who does it correctly a hypocrite
Random Factor wrote:I am purposefully trying to stop you and others from spreading hate, in all honesty. Not even trying to hide my design. If I coukd prevent you from doing it, I would.
Random Factor wrote:If there was, at all, a better way of doing things other than by rolling up my sleeves, so to speak, and doing things the hard way, I'd be on board. But, it all names too much sense as you all unintentionally at times brutally try to murder my essence and my being with political style slander, misconstruing, lies, deceits and delight of hand tricks that none of you truly knew you were capable of before being caught up in the moment and called out by me in such a way to draw your attention to it.
Random Factor wrote:And, dont you think at that point that to do so accurately at all, I would have had to recognize the same fault in myself, found wags to put it to better purpose and would not be a hypocrite for those two reasons, that I practice what I preach, for one, that I am still a work in progress, too, for two, that I'm not calling these things out in you or others to condemn you or judge you for them, but because they are tge things we're supposed to be working on productively for our selves, for each other and for the rest of society. And, also that im not just lashing out or seeking revenge, satisfied that what I do being the perfect revenge already for having so many all too willing to face more hate, judgment, pain and suffering than put in the hard work to actually get right. And finally, if you're going to put others through something wether you've been through it yourself or not and gave it ve goid enough either way to subject others to it, would I and others not be fully in our right to do the same with what we've been through in terms of how we moved past it instead of repeating the same actions we were actually taught by, the same actions as the rest of you.
Random Factor wrote:And then, also, I am caught up in the moment right now dealing with a crisis that too many try to convince me isn't a crisis, which is far too many to actually convince me. I haven't had the time to do anything other than working on what I'm working on and if the people and things that are coming at me don't stop and change tracks and want to get right with me or my work, when he current job us done and my time is freed up for extracurricular activities, I have no problem entertaining darker thoughts if revenge and I am saying that even the darkest of thoughts of revenge in such context is still very righteous and very much God and Devil double-stamped with approval, something they can actually agree on to be necessary, practical, righteous and good and wholesome.
Random Factor wrote:And, at the point of both God and the Devil agreeing on something for the exact same reasons, it does become a mile marker for what is expected of humanity and how hard it is to work through expectation and find similar ground to complain about too similar of an issue and having to work together as small fry against a multitude of others that really knew that they weren't ready for and could not handle the truth and similarly knew they had no choice in the matter. And, I'm not even saying that such has ever truly been a conscious thought in many, just that it's there in their subconscious, in their souls and written even upon their own flesh and all over reality that they only see and experience what they see and experience because of things following their own ocd rules of seeing how long it would take before something cracked that would make people aware, for there not really being a right time to start telling the truth about so many things that have been vastly forbidden and even when forbiddence didn't stop them from it, the amounts of lies and deceptions that too many have fell for, let alone the actual psychological effects that coincide too much with a lot of other things happening simultaneously in such perfect seeming synchronous behavior that you just wouldn't notice or know at all what had become so commonplace until someone came to that depth of knowledge that had every right to throw a wrench in the gears of.
Random Factor wrote:It comes down to me having the right and having that right secured and fortified by the might that it reasoned to be right beyond all peer pressuring, manipulative efforts, bullying, threats, attempts, etc. I stayed the course, did not budge an inch unless I absolutely had to and knew that they would never respect me unless I stuck true to what I wanted to stick true and often times only stuck true to and wanted to stick true to because I didn't want to be something I wasn't just to be popular and because I was so often the loner and outcast for being different, anyway. If that hadn't been the case, I wouldn't have found it so easy to stick to it for as long as I have to make it so easy to stick to and return to now that greater pressure is on for me to buckle and fall, now that the training wheels have been taken off of me. So, I'm giving you my version of the things I've been through, which is the legit way, the right way and not that all others are faulty or wrong, but the truth has been hard to discern as the truth, to fit the pieces back together through all the lies and expectations to show that there is a correct methodology to use that everyone would reasonably choose to have if they thought that it was realistically able to be had, and the right methodology is what is prescribed by religion and other doctrines and is what we know to be accepted openly by society while we let each other get away with far more. But, that is only the right way to do things tgat everything has agreed on, not tge right way of going about obtaining it, which changes to some degree what we have to account to keep existing within us anyway enough to accept that religions have largely spread a methodology that was only right as a placeholder so we could more adequately solve the issue later on. My methodology shows a lot of common traits to yours and others that you and others like to point out as hypocritical and oppressive.
Random Factor wrote:Your hate sought to oppress and repress all of what I'm now bringing to the table just to exert my own freedom. While freely and openly claiming to want to stop you from hating and working to do so, I've already respected enough your free will to come at it in this fashion and not try to control you or manipulate you but to actually convince you through conversation, through the worst of arguments and fights should it get to those points, that what I bring is found to be the fittest methodology in an existence of survival of the fittest. You and others have already proven your freedoms to others, most refuse to stand up to you and others for not having it in them to go rounds or have the knowledge handy to give them the confidence and, beyond confidence, the determination and momentum and merited network of help to do so and for many literally seeing it as not worth their time, not worth any bodies time for how easy it's been for them, you, myself and so many others to see the worst in things and villainize so many things and for lack of clear grounds needed to actually piece together better knowledge, each of us have in our fashion fallen for the falsities of so many things that aren't necessarily falsities, but are taken too often to be the be all end all exactly as portrayed for limited knowledge and understanding and our inability to accurately, acutely and concisely label and explain things without them being too ambiguous or too lengthy.
Random Factor wrote:The fact at that point before you and others get too carried off on that tangent, is that it's not necessary to figure out ahead of time the exact placements of right actions, but to simply rest content on that matter to know that you've already seen enough to know right moments and to know reality already differs too greatly at times for you to notice a situation that would call for a similarity of those right things to be pared down and rebuilt for it, and to be content that you know enough to let go of the need for complete control over your lives to be able to relax enough and be Comfortable enough to sense what a situation might need and, at times, we receive this knowledge in advance and have to unscramble it, decode it and most often would not realize that it was that and at the point of realizing it, things are often in work, in motion, to change it up again, which calls then to learn the basics of patterns and cycles.
Random Factor wrote:The main underlying point is that it is far too easy for us to make mistakes, which is just as easy a thing to do as believing we aren't making mistakes, which comes just as easily as thinking we don't need to learn any more or thinking we need to learn far too much and the size of the problem itself puts an apathetic fear in place.
Random Factor wrote:I get caught up, still, talking too much shit, arguing in ways tgat I used to, recognizing that while I was right to call others out, was largely right for the why and the what and even further right for it being an actual and natural emotional response and instinctive impulse, that I still had to refine it and go over it a lot at times to look for the mistakes I was making to do it better in the future,Uuhmmm... You improving on making better mistakes orrr.. because once awareness changes, to do things exactly the same as you did before becomes faulty because of awareness and must then have actual legit reasons for any behavior, whether tge legit reasons favor you or not, simply because of the amount of work already put into being so flexible and adaptable to any knew information and knowledge that has enough evidence to support it that can still be discarded down the road if there isn't any further evidence of it. And there are things meeting unrivaled success in seeing codes of honor and morality completely mapped out and understandable that are becoming far too powerful in their own right and not even trying to abuse that power.
Random Factor wrote:And, at the point of it not even being about humility that I show you my own steps in learning and growing, that ego gets largely taken out of the equation because of how necessary these truths are to have made known and for people to know beyond a shadow of a doubt that God exists, that it and he are a credible source and able to be believed in for being things so easily able to understand, fathom, and for showing how the lies were so easily interjected and how the truth of it could be shown even through those lies as to be a very conceivable and provable path through it all, of growth and learning at the same time as remembering what got you far enough through to learn and grow beyond certain points and remembering to take it with you and continue converting it to better use over time for different upcoming situations while having the groundwork in place already to switch back fluidly to any previous level of growth, not to regress, but because those are still right ways of handling certain situations and do come into play again at times and there are still others starting their own paths and getting their own experiences to be able to make use of what is now breaking free of enough constraints to freely traverse the group minds of so many things within, encompassing and beyond the human species.
Random Factor wrote:And, at the same time as you and others have inadvertently and nonpurposefully, and very purposefully at times I do know and am not naive enough to think otherwise, caused massive damage to so many things, each of you in turn has added something to my project whether the words you see or the greater project you may have vastly misunderstood or underestimated, under imagined to underwhelming fashions... each of you has added something to reality, at least one something, in whatever Visage of depravity anything might assume or not assume, that still carried vital messages of love, hope, ingenuity, learning, etc. Countless good things that you would have been vastly unaware of just the same as the massive damage. And, things connected to you, that while not you, still acted in your name and face, toward your credit.
Random Factor wrote:But, that does not make much of an overall difference since the concept of people being 'saved' has been so vastly misconstrued, that even their eternal judgment has been vastly misconstrued. I'm not here to hold your hand, but to actually help so many things find their own strength. I give a helping hand to many, but not for them to become so dependent on my presence and goid will that they fail to develop their own.
Random Factor wrote:expecting others to have to teach or want to teach at this point isn't feasible or practical.
Random Factor wrote:You all have been going through the motions of expecting me to have been brought down like so many others, and are still expecting me to keep breaking to snap back and revert at so e point, but no, I did break through to redemption, to freedom, to what is the closest thing to heaven and nirvana that I've been able to know and those things being proven to still be littered by the same bs as everywhere else and still better despite those things rather than 'in spite of.'
Random Factor wrote:And if it were a pack if lies I was being sold, Id know it and take it out of the hands of those serving it yo me as lies to deliver it to others in truth. At the point of it being a pack of lies I'm serving to others, it's at the very least a vastly different pack and far more believable than the other packs and woukd make you really question the extreme gullibility of things that would need lies to be do convincing just be fooled by them, if even the most cynical people you know are vastly more gullible for what they fall for in comparison.
Random Factor wrote:Either I am the most twisted motherfucker in existence, or the most insane genius and good motherfucker in existence. And, at the point of it being possible for me to be so twisted as to claim that I do this for good purpose in lies and deceit, would the work not be sound enough for someone who was able to pierce such deception and put it to right Use?
Random Factor wrote:I mean, we can go back to arguing stupidly like people used to do, getting caught up in circular go-nowhere arguments that only serve to keep people fighting rather than finding answers, but you'll always find me to be an unwilling participant of those and at the point of me ever willingly participating in those, would find me doing much tge same as I've done here or simply brutally slaughtering them and or cutting them down either metaphorically, figuratively or literally ot sone combination of any two or all three just to be ironic, just to stack coinciding reasons, just to once again be the Objective exemplar of just how good things, get at doing such things at weaving it all together, and at the point of even showing Intelligence like that, what reason do I have by any indicative marker of merit to ever doubt that what I do, in any way shape or form, is wrong if people can not argue on my terms and refuse to break through my stubbornness to prove me wrong until they get angry enough or butt hurt enough to try and get nowhere with it.
But, that's enough 'rambling' for me at the moment. Would hate to further offend and piss off the people that I already don't care all too much about offending and pissing off and I would further hate for them to learn anything at all except for what they think they can use as advantage against me only to find out that I never gained peace through avoiding the fact that things were going to keep coming at me. I mean, I would really hate those things, all sarcasm intended.
The French are stereotypically existentialist and so you may be too
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