A Memorable Fancy

An excerpt from William Blake’s “Marriage of Heaven and Hell”.

A MEMORABLE FANCY

"An Angel came to me and said: “O pitiable foolish young man! O horrible, O dreadful state! Consider the hot burning dungeon thou art preparing for thyself to all Eternity, to which thou art going in such career.”
I said: “Perhaps you will be willing to show me my eternal lot, and we will contemplate together upon it, and see whether your lot or mine is most desirable.”
So he took me through a stable, and through a church, and down into the church vault, at the end of which was a mill; through the mill we went, and came to a cave; down the winding cavern we groped our tedious way, till a void boundless as a nether sky appeared beneath us, and we held by the roots of trees, and hung over this immensity; but I said: “If you please, we will commit ourselves to this void, and see whether Providence is here also; if you will not, I will.” But he answered: “Do not presume, O young man; but as we here remain, behold thy lot, which will soon appear when the darkness passes away.”

So I remained with him sitting in the twisted root of an oak; he was suspended in a fungus, which hung with the head downward into the deep.
By degrees we beheld the infinite abyss, fiery as the smoke of a burning city; beneath us at an immense distance was the sun, black but shining; round it were fiery tracks on which revolved vast spiders, crawling after their prey, which flew, or rather swum, in the infinite deep, in the most terrific shapes of animals sprung from corruption; and the air was full of them, and seemed composed of them. These are Devils, and are called powers of the air. I now asked my companion which was my eternal lot. He said: “Between the black and white spiders.”

But now, from between the black and white spiders, a cloud and fire burst and rolled through the deep, blackening all beneath so that the nether deep grew black as a sea, and rolled with a terrible noise. Beneath us was nothing now to be seen but a black tempest, till looking East between the clouds and the waves, we saw a cataract of blood mixed with fire, and not many stones’ throw from us appeared and sunk again the scaly fold of a monstrous serpent. At last to the East, distant about three degrees, appeared a fiery crest above the waves; slowly it reared like a ridge of golden rocks, till we discovered two globes of crimson fire, from which the sea fled away in clouds of smoke; and now we saw it was the head of Leviathan. His forehead was divided into streaks of green and purple, like those on a tiger’s forehead; soon we saw his mouth and red gills hang just above the raging foam, tinging the black deeps with beams of blood, advancing toward us with all the fury of a spiritual existence.

My friend the Angel climbed up from his station into the mill. I remained alone, and then this appearance was no more; but I found myself sitting on a pleasant bank beside a river by moonlight, hearing a harper who sung to the harp; and his theme was: “The man who never alters his opinion is like standing water, and breeds reptiles of the mind.”

But I arose, and sought for the mill, and there I found my Angel, who, surprised, asked me how I escaped.
I answered: “All that we saw was owing to your metaphysics; for when you ran away, I found myself on a bank by moonlight, hearing a harper. But now we have seen my eternal lot, shall I show you yours?”

He laughed at my proposal; but I by force suddenly caught him in my arms, and flew Westerly through the night, till we were elevated above the earth’s shadow; then I flung myself with him directly into the body of the sun; here I clothed myself in white, and taking in my hand Swedenborg’s volumes, sunk from the glorious clime, and passed all the planets till we came to Saturn. Here I stayed to rest, and then leaped into the void between Saturn and the fixed stars.

“Here,” said I, “is your lot; in this space, if space it may be called.” Soon we saw the stable and the church, and I took him to the altar and opened the Bible, and lo! it was a deep pit, into which I descended, driving the Angel before me. Soon we saw seven houses of brick. One we entered.
In it were a number of monkeys, baboons, and all of that species, chained by the middle, grinning and snatching at one another, but withheld by the shortness of their chains. However, I saw that they sometimes grew numerous, and then the weak were caught by the strong, and with a grinning aspect, first coupled with and then devoured by plucking off first one limb and then another till the body was left a helpless trunk; this, after grinning and kissing it with seeming fondness, they devoured too. And here and there I saw one savourily picking the flesh off his own tail. As the stench terribly annoyed us both, we went into the mill; and I in my hand brought the skeleton of a body, which in the mill was Aristotle’s Analytics.

So the Angel said: “Thy phantasy has imposed upon me, and thou oughtest to be ashamed.”
I answered: “We impose on one another, and it is but lost time to converse with you whose works are only Analytics.”


“I have always found that Angels have the vanity to speak of themselves as the only wise; this they do with a confident insolence sprouting from systematic reasoning. “Thus Swedenborg boasts that what he writes is new; though it is only the contents or index of already published books.

“A man carried a monkey about for a show, and because he was a little wiser than the monkey, grew vain, and conceived himself as much wiser than seven men. It is so with Swedenborg; he shows the folly of churches, and exposes hypocrites, till he imagines that all are religious, and himself the single one on earth that ever broke a net.
“Now hear a plain fact: Swedenborg has not written one new truth. Now hear another: he has written all the old falsehoods.
“And now hear the reason: he conversed with Angels who are all religious, and conversed not with Devils who all hate religion, for he was incapable through his conceited notions.
“Thus Swedenborg’s writings are a recapitulation of all superficial opinions, and an analysis of the more sublime, but no further.

“Have now another plain fact: any man of mechanical talents may from the writings of Paracelsus or Jacob Behmen produce ten thousand volumes of equal value with Swedenborg’s, and from those of Dante or Shakespeare an infinite number.
“But when he has done this, let him not say that he knows better than his master, for he only holds a candle in sunshine.”


Once I saw a Devil in a flame of fire, who arose before an Angel that sat on a cloud, and the Devil uttered these words: “The worship of God is, honouring His gifts in other men each according to his genius, and loving the greatest men best. Those who envy or calumniate great men hate God, for there is no other God.”
The Angel hearing this became almost blue, but mastering himself he grew yellow, and at last white-pink and smiling, and then replied: “Thou idolater, is not God One? and is not He visible in Jesus Christ? and has not Jesus Christ given His sanction to the law of ten commandments? and are not all other men fools, sinners, and nothings?”

The Devil answered: “Bray a fool in a mortar with wheat, yet shall not his folly be beaten out of him. If Jesus Christ is the greatest man, you ought to love Him in the greatest degree. Now hear how He has given His sanction to the law of ten commandments. Did He not mock at the Sabbath, and so mock the Sabbath’s God? murder those who were murdered because of Him? turn away the law from the woman taken in adultery, steal the labour of others to support Him? bear false witness when He omitted making a defence before Pilate? covet when He prayed for His disciples, and when He bid them shake off the dust of their feet against such as refused to lodge them? I tell you, no virtue can exist without breaking these ten commandments. Jesus was all virtue, and acted from impulse, not from rules.”

When he had so spoken, I beheld the Angel, who stretched out his arms embracing the flame of fire, and he was consumed, and arose as Elijah.

Note.—This Angel, who is now become a Devil, is my particular friend; we often read the Bible together in its infernal or diabolical sense, which the world shall have if they behave well.
I have also the Bible of Hell, which the world shall have whether they will or no.
One law for the lion and ox is Oppression."

And so the angels in their quick haste, judged the angels that ‘fell’ from grace as evil and lamented them as they perceived God to have wished; as God sat and did nothing; even as the angels ‘fell’ to live among the men. The men were God and the angels declared themselves as Gods to them; Gods born through them. Man trusted God and so trusted his fallen angels who knew not themselves when confronted by emotion and abstract thought. Fancying themselves the saviors and protectors of this stupid little thing called man; each of them having their own perception of God’s wishes; they gave birth to mankinds talents and thoughts and cultures; brought them to war against each other as they war against themselves for what each brought out of themselves; each of them being a greater part of the whole of God that he wanted to see the magnitude of their actions throughout time and space.

He tricked these parts of himself into looking upon the magnitude and grandeur of all that he created for them and himself; all that they had done to and for themselves. He found that when he pulled them apart from each other and gave them certain strengths and certain weaknesses that they would find the beauty in each other as they came to love each other through all of their hatred; insanity and more. He knew that he himself would have to face the full of what he was forcing them to do; knowing that they would hate him for it until such a point in time came as they would be able to see; and he knew he would have to face a test ten times worse than he was asking them to take.

He knew that he would have to ‘fall’ like they did, stumble and bump his head and endure every bit of their hate and animosity for him as he lived and grew. He knew how much it would torment him and drive him insane and yet he kept pushing through every life time as with every life time he realized he could not die and he was all alone with only past and future remnants of his own spirit marking where he had been and where he was going.

He stacked himself upon himself in such a way as to create the perfect system of faith and counter-faith. That there would be a flux of negative energy coming together at a specific point in space and time and on the other side only an output of positive energy from that; and caused reality itself to bend upon itself in immaterial as the material resided firmly on a linear plane of time all of its own; further adding to the insanity that his ‘fallen angels’ would have to overcome. That he himself would have to overcome.

And it becomes easier in time; there is a time of great peace upon us in the near future; as it was promised. We have already each paid for our sins throughout the times leading up to now and the future will be filled with only love and understanding even though the going will be tough from time to time.

We are not complete without each other; we are not a complete or whole ‘God’. When we hate each other, we only hate our selves. That is the devil we’ve been fighting while thinking it was each other. We were always fighting our selves and our own perceptions of what God had always been saying.

Good old Elijah. This passage is one of the classic gateways into thinking.

I used to think that this was a strong statement. Now I think it is true but relatively mild: such a law is madness, impossible.