The accidental immigrant

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The accidental immigrant

Postby Meno_ » Thu Sep 13, 2018 6:57 pm

When a kid, he came from not much but dreams, broken, fantastic visions from of gargoyles supporting balconies standing many tests of time.

Now pressed compressed such baroque impressions , as to convey minimum of maximum loss.

Forever loss, Kerouac remembers Proust.

Guy sitting next here star dream bucks lonely as he'll why not talk glances exchanged couple of days, passed, cannot garner, time, gave him couple of bucks he don't remember, probably,

The balcony of light, in the second, heart, of Europe then bodies shot by soviet thanks and exodus without far thing to image in.streets littered with human meat bloody headless meat limbless hit by tank shell a boy freedom fighters maybe fifteen. Oh my.


Going back jet plane, booming ,ich been Berliner, at the border new something else may be.another sound boom Dallas massacre, paranoia strikes deep, into your mind will creep

Go back go east old man, with as much as can be carried not more what will they, no she say, after being immigrated to America 50 years only , All is island a lonely companion to a sea born goddess lady liberty standing tall her feet washed by froth like the incrediblescent desire toward an opening of the new beginning..the clothes that you're wearing. Look at Soros, he did some.

Its useless to tell her, hey, you don't know everything about America and how AAA can be last resort of contact after last call means you're the only one left out of the door, or that the great escape comes only once in a lifetime can you wear flowers in your hair , and that to be an individual it is possible to fly on a plane called Jefferson with slick shiny grace as your only GUIDE.

And if he didn't take the next job that always came around, then wouldn't no way is be coming home.

Who said you can not go home again, angel?

I'm doing it , and she is as crazy as I am to do it on a she lace after the 20 the nervous breakdown, but holding on, for the little boy adores him, and depends , for papa his daddy is a rolling stone.

Daughter teary eyed cause how is she support him do the 9 to 5 and play with him tell him bed time stories and watch as he tearfully asks for you to play with him?

Says go with heavy heart, to see Diaclitus' burial ground, so what of it, he is sure gone from there.

Already thinking booze will not lighten it up much, have it here every day for less. They went and torn down the aged family habitat , significant for two hundred years from which the gargoyles have ceased to support the view from the baclone which showed all the colors and scents of the slowly flowing river washing away all that was coming, and gone with the restless wind.

To : To Gogi Grant. the first hit he heard while breezing down Hyannis so long ago on way to library.
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Re: The accidental immigrant

Postby Meno_ » Sat Sep 15, 2018 3:12 pm

Below the afore mentioned the closing circle , the underlying circle of doubt, of acceptance, of the reasons.

What transpired, and What remained before , and the new world, the great doubt , a worthy subject.

Why can't you not go to the heart of the matter like circling around it like a hungry cat around the bowl of milk, she might have asked with a gleam in your eye? For surely everyone knows the mechanics, but of the specifics , not much in disguise so ready ?

Its nothing less than Cantor's search for the ultimately resting on the one, the overriding machine , of what more will be said.

Tacitly, with the reassurance that a composure can assure a certain amount of doubt of disassociating the visible from the invisible, which in it's self, is no simple matter, as a clean cut is supposed to be, but it does present a posture of nuance, a slowly parting of a veil, as it were.

What is entirely extemporanious , the fear of it, the substantially of it. as demonstrative of the difficulty at parting , the knowledge of it as per a functional act of faith, never occurred to him dear reader, therefore he thought he would be absolved of this sin of omission.

He was thinking of his father, and his father, and down the line to the beginning , and now to his offspring, his grandson, having missed with his own son, now tries to fill the dots , in a landscape where the totality , gets closer and still closer, becoming a series of dots, losing boundaries. Interspersed with hidden meanings and outcomes carefully preplanned as though the desired result was presumed.

Is this an attempt to close another chapter in an already overbearing , vacuous background , on a canvas deliberately minutely washed, for effect , while the hidenness covers something going on in the labyrinth, or,
an obfuscation to contain some real or imagined damage? One never knows.

The background and the foreground bleed , into each other , as the ambiguous object becomes either more or less apparent or less significant.

Both, the old world and the new world became projects to be reckoned with,
very early on assuming postures of roomful of grayish steam. for planting a desired balance for a private space, where reticence blended with the minute orgasmic search for the whole.
This was his attempt to search that space, where all dropped from the need for revelation. The masks did not matter , as the posture bled into it and out .
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Re: The accidental immigrant leaving for budapest.

Postby Meno_ » Sat Sep 15, 2018 5:58 pm

He looked back at him with sorrowful eyes like I was deserting him. He doesent socialize well with other kids. God hoping he doesent turn autistic, and later when he is gone, may be scizotypal.

They have a fear of abandonment. The parents are very laid back. He is very intelligent. He has needs they can not even imagine.

Budapest looms in its manifold brilliance thousands of miles away and he can't think.

Have an obsessive need to write.

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Re: The accidental immigrant

Postby barbarianhorde » Sun Sep 16, 2018 1:02 pm

Budapest appeals to me.... but I don't know why.
It is true that liberty is precious; so precious that it must be carefully rationed.
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Re: The accidental immigrant

Postby Meno_ » Sun Sep 16, 2018 3:24 pm

barbarianhorde wrote:Budapest appeals to me.... but I don't know why.




There must be reasons. Its becoming a popular tourist destination, may be you heard pdntje upswing in the number of people who visit , or maybe you read about its previous importance as the member of the Austro-Hungarian Empire, oensome other reason.

It is still affordable , and although member of the European Union, or still has not adopted the Euro as its monetary exchange, and the forint gives a lot of value for the buck.

Culturally and in science and the arts, Hungary has given disproportionately
to humanity.

Hope one day you will go there.
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Re: The accidental immigrant at the airport

Postby Meno_ » Sun Sep 16, 2018 6:48 pm

She is sleeping covered by shades, starting out on adventure , and hoping it will get closer. Biwacked by the gravity on mundane , and I wish to let her know of such ennui that hits wbweuone of the artificially, of being alive.

There is not much difference difference, though, and between the time of building significant being and mere existential decompression, it hits- hard, that really there can not be difference, where the subtlety of it becomes the function of time, lost on its enormity, based on its non transcendental beginning compression . It just becomes
more and more separated disassociated, and then linearly lengthened.

The cubic changes melt into general wash and that stays , where it suddenly occurs it has been always there, the gravity under impossible pressure, makes is come out on the other side.

Its the same in and out, and reversely out and in.
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