There is no such a thing as absolute freedom.
There is self-other relation. There is you and then there is someone or something else.
This relation cannot be transcended.
No matter how powerful something is, there is always something that is more powerful.
There is always something within your control (decisions that you can make) and something outside of your control (decisions that you cannot make, that are made for you by someone or something else.)
What there is is a degree of freedom. Higher degrees of freedom, which means greater number of decisions under your control, and lower degrees of freedom, which means lower number of decisions under your control.
But there is another, more important, dimension to freedom which is concerned with how realistic one’s sense of freedom is.
This dimension is what autonomy/heteronomy dichotomy that I mentioned on this topic refers to.
Either you know your limits (autonomy) or you don’t (heteronomy.)
You, for example, don’t know your limits. Which is why you’re an anarchist.
The only difference between the past and the present is that in the past limits were set by natural factors whereas nowadays it is generally humans who set them.
Natural consequence of the increase in human population, I would say.
You are anarchist merely because you do not like the fact that there are many people who are superior to you.
You simply do not want to acknowledge their superiority.
Feelings of deep inferiority.
My beef with modern civilization is different than yours in that, whereas you dislike social hierarchies in general, I dislike merely the fact that modern social hierarchies are unrealistic.
Civilizations are fine, indeed, they are desirable.
You want to go back to an era when there were fewer people, thus, less competition and more room for the possibility of you being someone of value.
Very sad.