i mean i do but goddamn man, it would take like an hour to deconstruct all that rambling nonsense. ever walked into a room that was such a mess you didn’t even no where to start?
but none of that is really important. all that really matters here is whether or not the sense of meaningfulness and certainty you have in your head when you engage in such language that doesn’t directly represent or reflect anything about the real world, becomes a danger to you. that’s all that’s important. if it’s just a practice in benign poetic rambling and you’re in no danger because of it, then you’re good. knock yourself out. but if it’s this kind of junk that’s contributing to your being stoned for ten hours at a time and locking yourself in the house… then bro, we should probably work on that. say, aren’t you the one who plays the piano like a madman? or was that the ‘capable’ guy?
i would ask how a thirty year old is able to finance daily ten hour drug binges, but we’re supposed to not get personal on the forums. problem is, what you do, and why/how you are able to do it, would explain to me more about your general philosophical tendencies (your stripes) than anything you would ever write. we usually subscribe to philosophies that justify our prejudices and luxuries so that we can convince ourselves we deserve what we have/do with a clear conscience. rarely is a philosophical pursuit a genuine quest for disinterested ‘truth’. we’d rather turn it into a search for things we find agreeable and fulfilling.
but mines is different, see. i’ve passed through a series of stages that have culminated into what i consider some 33rd level shit. the progression looks something like this; an occupation with continental philosophy in the early years > introduction to the analytical tradition > application of analytical principles to the traditional philosophical ‘problems’ > discovery of much shenanigans > entry into active nihilism > reversion back into historical materialism (the only philosophy free of mass conceptual and linguistic confusion).
although i will admit i have always been partial to a marxist approach being a working class joe. only before i had thought there was a way around it. then i discovered all my other options were bullshit, and i’m not a bullshitter, so i had to submit to it once again. if was a troof i could no longer ignore or pretend wasn’t real, and what little humanity was left in me could be put to good purpose through it.
lol, and if only because so rarely is a philosopher able to articulate a clear cause in the first place!
yup, gonna be a rough ride, man. we’re diametrically opposed. this is clear now. i think if you had your way, i’d be a new initiate in an aleister crowley study group… and if i had my way, you’d be put through detox, provided a decent and productive job, and given a grand piano so you can straight run that shit (if that is you and not the ‘capable’ guy).
p.s. judging by your recent posting i can tell you didn’t read your daily rosa from the links i provided for you. this is disappointing, young man.