Okay, so what would seem to count then is the extent to which we are able to examine our experiences; and then to communicate them to others.
In other words, in such a way that distinctions can be made between the variables that all reasonable folks would experience in the same set of circumstances, and our reaction to those experiences rooted instead in subjective/subjunctive frames of mind.
For example, John and his friend Jane can both attend a Catholic mass. And they can convey aspects of this experience that would overlap. Facts about the experience that coincide with the actual objective reality of it. But if John was a Catholic and Jane was an atheist, how would the philosopher – would anyone – grapple with their conflicting reactions to the mass in such a way that an understanding of God might be encompassed reasonably?
Again, in a philosophy venue, there has to be a line drawn between a belief that either is or is not demonstrable. Something that can be conveyed as true both epistemologically and empirically. Otherwise any and all beliefs become interchangeable. The criteria for something being true becomes merely that someone believes that it is true.
Or so it seems to me.
Logic exists only because the evolution of life on earth has [thus far] culminated in matter able to reflect on itself. And out in a particular world with others. And this communication – this language – has certain rules. Rules that are true objectively for all of us. Otherwise [for all practical purposes] how would we effectively communicate at all?
And, thus, when we communicate our thinking about God and religion what we say either is or is not logical, rational. But that is not the same thing [from my perspective] as then demonstrating that what we are in fact able to rationally and logically convey about those who discuss/experience God and religion is in sync empirically, materially, phenomenally with the world around us.
It is either just embedded in your head as a belief or it is sync what the sort of evidence that would compel all reasonable men and women to think and believe the same.
After all, a “leap of faith” to God can be rationalized. But that is not the same thing as demonstrating the existence of God.
Anymore than an argument rooted in the assumptions that one makes about the definition and the meaning of the words used in the argument brings this God into existence.
Ultimately, in my view, these existential contraptions – leaps of faith, presumptive arguments, personal experiences – seem more in sync with the manner in which psychologically they comfort and console certain people. Like you.
I only wish that somehow I could figure out a way that they might [once again] comfort and console me.